That Depressed Girl

Chapter 12

Flashback continuing:

But they didn't believe me....

As soon as we got to the police station my dad was there.

The lady walked me over to my dad and he gave me a mean look, then looked up at her with a smile.

"She always does stuff like this, but we have never had to call the police, i am so sorry for all of this." He nicely said.

Fake.

This was all fake, i have never done this before and it wasn't because they were taking me out of ballet.

I was covered in dirt and mud, and there was even a few twigs and leafs in my hair.

Tears spilled from my eyes, i didn't wan to go home, daddy was going to hurt me and my mom because she told me to run, he was going to hurt me even more than usual because i ran and he had to call the police.

But why did he call the police? He doesn't even like me, he doesn't love me. So why would he call the police? Just so he could get a good beating out of me? Or maybe for the money?

I kept crying i didn't want to go home, i wanted to run away with mommy, i wanted to be happy, we could go to ballet, go out for ice cream and we wouldn't get hit by daddy.

"I don't want to go home please don't make me!" I pleaded the police officer.

My father harshly grabbed me by the arm and led me to the car.

"Shes going to be fine she has a huge imaginative, and people at ballet are telling her weird things." He said with a laugh.

I shook my head and pulled back, trying to get out of his grasp. But it was useless, he was way too strong for me, i couldn't get out.

As soon as we got to the car he opened the back door and threw me in, i hit my head on an alcohol bottle causing me to scream out in pain. But no one heard. No one cared.

This was the day i realized nobody truly loved me, nobody truly ever cared and nobody ever will. This was also the day of the first time my dad raped me......

As soon as he shut the door after he got in, he began to scream at me.

"WHY THE FUCK DID YOU RUN AWAY YOU STUPID PIG?! I HAD TO GET THE POLICE INVOLVED AND GUESS WHAT?! YOUR'E GOING TO GET THE WORST THING TODAY AND GUESS WHAT, YOUR'E MOM IS GOING TO WATCH."

Tears spilled from my eyes, i didn't know what this meant, but i knew it wasn't something good.

As soon as we got home he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder, he the walked down to the basement, i was screaming and crying, begging for him to let me down. But he didn't, i was wasting my breathe. Soon, i heard muffled screams and cries.

****TRIGGER WARNING//VIOLENT//SEXUAL THEMES****

All i could think was god, please help me.

And what could i have done to deserve this?

What did i do?

Why am i so worthless?

Once we got down to the basement i saw my mom, she was tied up to a chair with a blindfold over her eyes, and her mouth had duct tape over it. He walked over to her and pulled the blindfold off of her eyes.

She shook her head no, as is she knew what was about to happen, you could hear her sobs and her muffled "no's".

My eyes widened as i realized something bad was going to happen, very bad, worse than i expected.

But what?

He threw me down on the old run down sofa that was covered in alcohol and dried blood.

"Don't even THINK about running it'll only make things worse." He demanded.

I did as he said because i didn't want to upset him even more and i mostly did NOT want to make my punishment worse. So i sat still while quietly crying. I don't think I've ever made him this mad.

"Good girl" he said unbuckling his belt. I could hear my moms muffled screams....

This was torture for the both of us......

A/N: So i was literally crying while writing this chapter, it just made me feel so sad because this doesn't just happen in books, it happens everyday to innocent people. I feel like such a horrible person for writing this, but this is real shit. We all need to see that this is how fucked up today's society is.