That Depressed Girl

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HI GUYS!! PLEASE READ UNTIL THE END BECAUSE I HAVE A VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE / QUESTION ABOUT THE BOOK!
wow i haven't written in FOREVER or even opened this app. it's taken a lot but i'm honestly in a really great state of mind, and i'm really proud of myself for it. i always felt as if i wouldn't survive my feelings, like i wasn't strong enough, or like it wasn't worth it, and i know a lot of you may be feeling the same. you may constantly hear that things will get better, and i COMPLETELY understand that it's very difficult to believe that when you're in a bad state of mind. but i remember me sitting in my room, with my wrists bleeding, i couldn't breathe because of how hard i was crying and i honestly felt like i couldn't live in this world another second. i've never been so close to death. i was seconds away from downing a bottle of sleeping pills and leaving this world without a single goodbye.
months later, looking back at that point, i am nothing but PROUD of myself. i felt so alone, like many of you may feel, i felt so hopeless and i truly wanted to die. but now, i have goals and i am nothing but motivated to accomplish them.
please work for yourself.

with that being said, i really have no idea how to end this book, because i was in such a different place. HOWEVER i would like to write sort of a sequel, but more of a re write with the same story line.
i feel as if this book would and could be a LOT better if i re wrote it, because i am older and more knowledgeable. please let me know in the comments!! and thank you guys SO much for 100k+ reads! it means a lot wow! love you!!!