Listen to the heart

Chapter 5

*knock knock*

I was lying on my bed blasting the song clarity by Zedd in my ears, it's my new favorite song when Cas came into my room. "Hey there Cas didn't hear you come in"

"Well yeh with that loud music it's not a surprise you didn't hear me knocking on your door"

She settled down on my bed comfortably. Cas would often come to my home it was like a second home to her. Cas was the friend whom I could always count on no matter what. She was the one person in the group whom I shared all my problems with and took advice from, I trusted her a lot. I'm close to all my friends in the group but I'm not one to open to to people hence Cas was my only confidant. Liz being my other girlfriend was no doubt amazing to be with and loads of fun but I couldn't talk to her about serious stuff. She was more for the fun, boys and parties.

"Stac can I ask you something, don't get mad at me okay" Cas asked hesitantly.

"Anything Cas why would I get mad at you?"

"Umm well I've noticed you seem really mad whenever the topic of Tyler comes up. I mean it's unlike you to get mad just because a guy is trying to hit on you. Guys hit on you all the time and you never have any trouble going along with them. Why's typo any different?" Good thing about Cas was she'd always go straight to the point and speak her mind.

I stayed quiet for a while thinking of how to explain to Cas why Tyler annoyed me so much. "I don't know how to explain this to you but it's not just because Tyler's a playboy. It's more because he has the reputation of a man-whore. He goes around sleeping with girls and then dumping them like trash. He takes away the most precious gift a girl has to offer and never appreciates it. I bet you he doesn't even know how many girls he's deflowered so far. It annoys me how he thinks he can get away with anything and get any girl because he's gifted with that gorgeous face and perfect body and not to mention a wealthy daddy to take care of all his petty little needs" I finished sounding agitated. That boy had me wanting to punch his gorgeous face.

Cas stared at me with a funny expression for a while after my little speech and then burst out laughing. Okay I did not see that coming. I didn't realize my speech was hilarious. I shot Cas a weird look.

"Stac you sure are something" she said in between her laughter.

"What? Why? Please elaborate. Your laughter doesn't explain anything" I said still confused.

"With the way you live your life people assume that you don't give a rat's ass about preserving your virginity. Most girls at school think you're not even a virgin. I mean you're seen with a different guy almost every other week it gives you the playgirl reputation you know that don't you" Cas replied.

Yes I knew that I knew how most girls in school viewed me they thought I was a hoe because I hung out with a different guy every other week with the exception of Connor and Derek who were my closest guy friends. I dated numerous guys and I never made a long term commitment with any of them but then again I never went to bed with any of them either. I had my reasons for not wanting to stick to the same guy for a long time hence I played around but I was serious when it came to the V-card. I wasn't ready to give it to just any guy. I wasn't a whore unlike Tyler who slept with a new girl every other night. My friends never did understand why I was willing to go out with different guys but not willing to date any of them or sleep with them. I wasn't ready to explain to them why just yet, maybe some day I will when I feel ready.

"Well what can I say I'm a unique kinda playgirl, you can see me have fun with me but you can't get dirty with me" I tried to joke it off.

"Unique you most definitely are. So what are you gonna do if Tyler keeps on flirting with you and knowing him he didn't give up till he gets what he wants and c'mon you're not just anyone you're Stacey Monroe the girl every guy wants but can't keep for too long"

"Well looks like Tyler's gonna get a taste of the real world this time where you don't get everything you want and he'll realize his daddy's money can't buy him everything."

"You go girl! I'm totally supporting you on this one. And I know Connor and Derek will as well. Liz probably won't get it but then again she never does get the whole point of saying no to a guy"

We both laughed. Liz was a guy leech she just couldn't stay away from them and when a guy approached her she just couldn't say no to anything.

I turned on my laptop and put on the the vampire diaries. We were done with the whole Tyler conversation for now it was time to indulge in some sexy vampires and pizza which was on it's way. The rest of the afternoon passed the lazy way.