Adopted By Harry Styles

Chapter 62

"There are much worse games to play..."
-Katniss Everdeen (The Hunger Games: Mockingjay Part 2)

Song: Team by Lorde
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I missed being on tour. I missed seeing brand new places. Places that I've never seen, not even in pictures (which is a lot of places). We haven't gone far. Yeah, we all left Cheshire, but we only did that as of yesterday. The tour actually ends soon; Halloween actually! I asked the guys if they were going to dress up during that concert. They didn't respond. Ether they wanted to keep it a surprise from me and do it anyway with out telling me or something, or they are not going to do it no matter how many times I ask. I hope they do, I can just imagine it. Liam's going to be ether the Joker or Batman (again), Niall being a hotdog or some sort of food (he would probably ask one of us if we could match with him so he wouldn't feel lonely or something like that), Louis being a playboy bunny. JUST KIDDING! If anything, he's the grim reaper, and maybe Harry being a flower pot...and his head is the flower. Just imagine him dancing like that! Him doing his shoulder strut looking like a damn petunia or something! Oh, that'll be the day.

Now I really hope it's going to happen!

  If you're wondering on what happened with me and Zayn after what happened after the play, I am here to say that I'm not really sure on what's going to happen between us. I didn't tell anyone about the fact that Zayn was there, not even the guys know. I would tell them, but the thing is that Zayn did look like he wasn't ready to see everyone just yet. As much as he hurt me, I don't want to hurt him. It's just not who I am as a person. My heart wasn't made to hate people, or at least I try hard not to do so. Beside, maybe he'll come to terms and come back into our lives. I can only hope it happens. I want it to happen.

Anyway, since we got back on tour, everything has been pretty hectic. After all, we're touring the Americas right now! More specifically, North America. It's going to be weird going back there since the last time I was there, Harry adopted me. I wonder what happened to the other girls at the orphanage now that Shannon isn't there and all. I remembered there was another girl named Charlie. Out of all the people in that orphanage, she was one of the few who actually spoke to me.

Right now we're actually back in California! Our tour of North America starts off with us on the west coast and then ending in the east coast. It feels weird being back in Cali since the last time I was here I had an American accent, had depression, was a punching bag, and was 62 pounds.

  By the way! My progress with my weight has been amazing! I'm an average weight of 128 pounds now! It took a while as well as a lot of strength and motivation. Thanks to the guys, some of the fans, and my friends, I'm doing okay. Not perfect, but okay.

"You want to go back to the orphanage?!" Harry yelled.

"Yeah." I said. "I just want to visit there. Nothing big. I want to see what happened with the other kids that I left behind when everything happened."

"Oh! That's a relief! I thought I did something wrong or something!"

"Harry, sweet little Harry--"

"I'm taller then you smarty."

"I would much rather live with you then live back in the godawful orphanage."

"I know!"

"Yeah...so is it okay if I go?" Harry looks at me and then looks at the floor. We had a busy schedule for pretty much everyday were here.

"Sure, why not!" Harry said with a smile. I squeal like I had just won the bloody lottery! Why the hell am I so happy? Honestly who the fuck knows. Defiantly not me...ironic though. I actually want to know what became of Angie. I want to know how she treats the other children after both me and Shannon got adopted (still wondering who the hell Shannon managed to trick into adopting her. They couldn't have gone for a dog? Oh wait...). After all, Shannon was her favorite and I was...well...her punching bag.