When will I grow
When will I liveWill I grow
Will I liveAm I growing
Am I livingI don't know
I wish I knewWhen will I stop growing
When will I dieWill I stop growing
Will I dieStill I do not know
And still I wish I knewDo people care
About meI don't care
About meShould they care
Should I careAm I living
Or merely
ExistingDoes it matter
No I don't think so
I wish I was understood
I wish I would understand
I wish I could live
HappilyI wish I could live
Completely aliveI wish I wasn't dying
On the insideI wish I could tell everyone
I'm glad I tell no oneI'm concerned
For my healthWill it stop
This poundingThis pain in my skull
This voice
ScreamingI tell it to stop
It does not
I cryIt persists
I hear these terrible things
These things sayingDie
Kill
Jump
Cut
Tear
Shut up
Listen
All I can do
Is sayStop
It won't
So when
When will it end
When will I end
When will it all be over
I want to end it All
These terrible sounds
This pounding in my skull
So
When
When will it all be over
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Life And After
PoetryThis book consists of emotional poetry that has many different meanings to myself. I did write these and I DO NOT give permission for them to be used elsewhere unless you ask me and I approve it. Please read this and do not post mean or hurtful comm...