Life And After

Insane

What is wrong with me
The screams that haunt
My brain
They leave me terrified
Am I insane

I hear these terrible battle cries
The mess with my head
These Screams of war and pain

They rack my mind
And send me pain

These battle cries
They're full of lies

I try not to
But I listen
I follow
I cry
These lies
They feed me

They're making me insane
I can't think anymore
Before I hurt you
Before I hurt me

I'm insane
Stay away
I beg of thee

I can't be trusted
I can't be tamed
These screams I hear
I listen to them
They tell me to die

They tell me they're all out to get me
I listen and believe
They tell me I'm insane
So I am
They drove down this lane

Now leave me be
Because
I don't want you to see
This monster I became

I kill your soul
And take your dreams
I don't want to hear these screams

I'm insane now I think

I'm only thirteen
Age doesn't matter
To these tormenting screams

I don't want to hurt you
Please stay away
I don't want to take your heart away

These screams they tell me
Slay
Slay the beast
The one that's next to you
He doesn't love you
Nor does she
The one on the other side

I beg with them I bargain
But always the same

The happy giddy child I once was
Has left me for insanity
I don't want to hear these terrifying cries
I don't want to listen to these lies

Help me please
Listen to me
What I hear is for my ear
Not yours

But when I say this, take heed,
That sound you hear
That rustling in your mind
Don't wonder deeper
To that dark corner
The place you wish to hide

The child you once were
The one with joy and pride
It will die
The cries will fill what's left of you
Control your every move
So run
Don't wonder
Stay away from that dark corner

Those whispers you hear
Don't listen
Don't acknowledge them

They want your joy
Your mind your sanity

I fell prey to their deadly trap
My life is already gone
Yes I'm standing here in front of you
That means nothing
Trust me
I'm dead
Im over
I can't be found

Not the girl I used to be
But
At least
I still know sympathy

So I say don't look don't listen
Run
Don't fall to insanity

I have
Its over now
Most things I say
I don't understand

I know what's wrong with me
I know the screams that haunt
My brain
They no longer leave me terrified
I AM INSANE

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I will no longer be putting pictures for each chapter because I use my phone and its running out of space. Sorry.