A/N: Patrick looks fucking adorable in this photo, I will murder you if you say otherwise.
I logged onto Instagram for the last time and PMed Patrick Stump. I knew he'd never answer, so what they hey.
Me: Patrick, I want you to know how much I love you and Fall Out Boy. I'm done suffering; I've finally given up. Even though you will never read this... goodbye
Patrick Stump: Are you saying you're going to kill yourself?! Why?!
I almost fell off my bed. Patrick Stump just fucking answered me.Me: Because my life sucks and it's time I put an end to it.
Patrick Stump: Why does it suck?
Me: My family is dead, people have tried to kill me, I have no friends, and I stay in my apartment most of the time because my neighbors scream at me and throw stuff if they see me outside. Shall I go on? Or can I just kill myself now and get this over with?Patrick Stump: Go on, honey
Me: I dropped out of college because I was bullied so much. I was molested, beaten, teased... my parents died a long time ago, so of course they couldn't do anything about it. They died when I was nine- on Christmas Eve, we were robbed and I was out with friends. When I came home, I went to the kitchen amd found my dead parents. I moved in with my aunt, who was extremely abusive. I was always getting C's, D's, and F's. I was and still am made fun of for my weight.
Patrick Stump: That's terrible, I'm really sorry about that. The most I can do for you, though, is talk you out of this.
Me: You can't. I'm done.
Patrick Stump: You were put on this planet for a reason, and we die when we're done. I was bullied as well and still am. You have to stay strong- talk to a therapist.
Me: I've tried, they just try to give me meds. Patrick, this was simply supposed to be a goodbye.
Patrick Stump: Don't kill yourself!
Me: Thank you for everything.
Patrick Stump: No, please, I am begging you, things will get better!
Me: No they won't. Keep making people happy for me.
Patrick: Y/N DON'T PLEASE!!!!!!
Me: Goodbye Patrick. I love you.
I logged off of Instagram, took the pills, and everything went dark.
A/N: I know, depressing, I was feeling dark. Would someone PM me? I feel terrible rn.
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A Series Of Patrick Stump Imagines
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