I sat shotgun while Patrick drove. I didn't know how to tell him that I wanted to be more than friends with him, so I acted like I usually do. In the car, we (well, I) sang along to his new album, Soul Punk. We went out for dinner at a place called Burger Bar, which is where we hang out a lot. We checked out the record store, where upon my insistance of not buying it, he bought me the Soul Punk vinyl I had so longed for. After dinner, he came over and we watched movies on Netflix.
"In the middle of Mean Girls, which I had forced him to watch for the umpteenth time, I got the nerve to say something about my strong feelings for him.
"Patrick, there's something I have to tell you," I said.
"What's up, Y/N?"
"I- I've kinda... I've got feelings for you that I can't ignore. They're there, and I can't keep them pent up, because I- I love you, and I want to scream it from the top of my lungs, but I'm afraid someone will hear me." Okay, wow, that just was terrible. It sounded better in my head.
"Y/N, I'm sorry, but... I kind of... met someone, and she and I started dating."
"W-what? You never told me!" I stammered, my palms growing clammy and my stomach churning. This was not the way I imagined it would go.
"I was going to-"
"You always told me that I'd be the first one you'd call if something new happened."
"I guess it kind of slipped through my mind. I was going to tell you."
"When? Because before I decided to wear my heart on my sleeve would have been nice!"
"Look, please don't overreact. I want to still be good friends with you."
"And you have nothing to say about everything I just told you?"
"Y/N, I-"
"Go. Just go, please," I whispered, my eyes welling with tears, threatening to spill over.
"I hope we can still be friends." Patrick gave me a sad look before going home.
"Why does everybody want somebody who doesn't want them?" I sobbed to myself.
A/N: Guys, this will be a Part Two and maybe even three, because I can't end an imagine on a sad note like that. I just can't.
-Phoenix
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A Series Of Patrick Stump Imagines
FanficHeyyyy Youngbloods / Car Crash Hearts / Suitehearts! Join me on a journey through my book, A Series Of Patrick Stump Imagines, a book involving scenarios between you and the amazing Patrick Stump! There will be smut, triggers, and possible viol...