A Series Of Patrick Stump Imagines

Coming Out

A/N: Patrick is your best friend in this

Me: Patrick, can you come over to my place, please? I need to talk to you.

😂😘😜'Trick😜😘😂: Is everything alright?!

Me: Yeah, I just need to tell you something.

😂😘😜'Trick😜😘😂: If you're moving, I'm coming with you

Me: I'm not moving, you goof. Just come over.

😂😘😜'Trick😜😘😂: Okay, I'll be over ASAP

     After about thirty minutes, the bell chimed. My mom answered the door. I could hear Patrick making small talk with her, that polite little cutie he is, before she yelled,"Y/N! Patrick's here to see you, he's coming upstairs!"

     "Okay, thanks Mom!" I yelled back.

     A knock sounded at my door. "Y/NNNNN, I'm heeeereeee!"

     I laughed at Patrick's sunshiney-ness. "Come on in!"

     Patrick flung the door open and shut it behind him before sitting on my bed and tackling me with a hug. "Sorry it took so long, I rode my bike."

    "It's okay, 'Trick," I assures him, hugging him back.

     Patrick pulled away after about a minute. "So, what did you want to tell me?"

     "Yeah, about that..." I looked down at my hands, picking at the hang nails. "Well... I'm not really sure how to say this... please don't hate me, but–"

     Patrick grabbed my hands. "I'm here for you. I won't hate you. I'll still love you the same.

      I gave him a lopsided smile. "Thanks, 'Trickster."

     "No problem, Y/N/N. I've got your back no matter what."

     "Well, then here goes nothing." I took a deep breath. "I'm panromantic and asexual, and genderqueer." (A/N: *plays G/G/B*)

     Patrick tackled me in another hug. "I'm proud of you for coming out to me and trusting me with this. I know it's scary, and hard, even when you know the person you're telling will react well. This doesn't change anything, Y/N. I don't care who you marry, whether you desire to have sex or not, or whether you're a boy or girl or non binary. I'm always going to be your best friend and I'll always support you."

     I hugged Patrick tightly, tears forming in my eyes. "You have no idea how much I love that you're saying that. Thank you, thank you, thank you. That means the world to me, 'Trick."

     Patrick squeezed me lightly. "No problem, Y/N. Do you still want me to call you that?"

     I nodded. "Just... different pronouns. They/them."

     "Okay, I might screw up at first."

     "That's okay. Just... thank you for accepting me."

     "You're welcome, Y/N. Love you."

     "Love you, too."

A/N: That was horribly written, I'm sorry. I just wanted to shed some light on the LGBTQIAP+ community. Tbh, right now I'm really struggling with my sexuality and gender. I can't really tell you anything for sure.

When it comes to my sexuality, I'm pretty sure I like guys and girls, but I'm not sure if I'm also interested in non-binary genders. Sometimes, I just wonder if I'm numb because my former relationships fucked me up, or if I'm aromantic. Although I have had multiple crushes before, so I'm pretty sure I'm not aro. Like there's this girl I like rn, I've been feeling pretty gay all week.

As for my gender, I am considering getting a binder for those days when I feel less feminine. I guess you could say I'm genderfluid, but you could also say I'm pangender (I feel like I'm all genders), or agender. Sometimes I feel like I have no gender; some days I want to flaunt my boobs and other days I wish I had a binder to hide them. Some days I flaunt my hair and other days I hide it under a cap. Some days, I wear a dress and jewerly and flats, and other days I wear a baggy shirt and a snapback and sneakers. Sometimes I feel like a girl, other days, I feel like I don't fit with any gender, and sometimes I feel like I am all genders.

I think I am demiromantic to a degree, which basically means I get to know a person before I develop romantic attraction. I suppose that's true. I tend to just notice people (i.e. "Oh, he's hot. Wow, she is really cute.) and I decide I want to get to know them and then sometimes I end up developing a crush, but depending on their personality compared to what I'm looking for, I just end up making a pretty dank new fren. Do I sound demiromantic to you? I also do believe I'm lithsexual, because I do sometimes get... well, turned on (stOp laughing at mE😂) and sometimes I feel like doing something about it but I'm not like "OH GOD SOMEONE GET ME TO A BAR I GOTTA GET ME SOME DIIIIICK AND GET SOME PUSSY POPPIN'' (please forgive my language, it's late at night). I can pretty much get off by looking at pics of Brendon Urie or Hayley Williams. I also thing I might be quiosexual, aka what-the-fuck sexual, as in I have trouble figuring out whether my feelings are platonic or romantic.

I don't know, guys. I just want to figure this out. I need to expirement with my sexuality, but that involves me and another person, and I'm unattractive asf soooooo, yeah. My gender is just all over the goddamn place. I also might be part of multiple parts of the ace spectrum. It's really confusing and I need someone to talk to me and help me, because I feel like I'm the only going through this. What do I do? Goddamn, someone help. Please.