Simply yours (Boyxboy)

Chapter 37

Graham's PoV

I had cheated on Damon. I didn't want him to know because that would sort of make everything he did okay and it didn't feel okay. But I had to tell him I just.. Had to.
I walked back to his place my head still a little dizzy from the beer and the mind blowing sex.
It was probably the worst thing I'd done in my life, but it was one hell of a screw!
I knocked on Damoms door. He opened at once. "Knew you'd come back, Graham I just wanna apologise, I know I've been a real asshole but listen-" he began but I cut him off "I shagged him"
He looked at me confused. When I realised he probably didn't understand what I said I explained it shortly "I um.. Met Alex.. And he.. Took me to his place and gave me beer and then we shagged"
He looked me in the eyes fearing I was speaking the truth and knowing that I was. He nodded slowly "Awright.." He nodded again and tears formed in his eyes "I don't.. Like I'd care- I- Why? Why Gra..? Was it for what I did y-yesterday or.. I" he began to sob as he spoke and I began to cry. I just shrugged "it wasn't like that Damon I just.. It just happened.." He nodded. "Awright.. You should probably g-go now" I nodded and  whispered "I love you" in his ear, pecked his cheek that was soaked in tears and then I left to go home.
I had really really hurt Damon and he had really really hurt me. That didn't make us equal it just sort of made us broken.
When I got home I went straight to bed. The next day was school. That meant Damon and Alex at the same place at the same time. "Fun times" I muttered ironically to myself before turning the lights off and falling asleep.

Damon's PoV

I didn't know what I was going to do. From the first time I realise I loved Graham, I knew that I'd hurt him sooner or later. He was a very pure and emotional being, it was almost impossible to never ever hurt him. But that he'd be able to hurt me.. Like this? I walked up to my room and I couldn't think of what to do but to sob. I passed out sobbing, sobbing was really exhausting so it wasn't that weird but when I woke up at 5 o clock in the morning on my floor, not remembering falling asleep I felt weird.
Then I got sick to my stomach remembering it was school day. I thought to myself that maybe if I threw up I could skip school. But that didn't happen and a few hours later I was dressed for school.
I walked to school alone and as quick as I got there I saw him. The disgusting thing that put his dirty cock up my innocent,sweet boyfriend's ass.. I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists. He was gonna pay. A memory flashed through my mind, it was him with that deliciously gross smirk, trying to make me hit him.
Now I was I was gonna hit him so hard he couldn't breathe.. I walked over to him and clenched my first tighter. "Ey James" he looked at me "Albarn want a fa-" and then I hit him. He crouched and held a hand over his face. Then he laughed. "What's that for?"
I spoke through gritted teeth "I know you fucked Gra.. M-my Gra" he nodded and kept chuckling "yeah, and you better know you sucked me too, what about it?" I hit him again and he defended himself.
I was furious and I wouldn't, I couldn't stop hitting him. He didn't fight back he simply avoided my attacks. People were gathering around us now, chanting 'gay fight gay fight gay fight'.
Alex held me away and winked at some of the girls on the side saying "well I'm actually bi.."
They giggled and then the bell rang and everyone went inside. And I was left with Alex still pounding my fists on him. But I was sobbing now.
Suddenly he stopped keeping me away and he let me slam my fists powerlessly against his chest for a few times before he embraced me. I couldn't resist so I let him hold me whilst I sobbed against his shoulder. He hushed me and hugged me close and it felt so right to have someone to hug me. Once I calmed down he dried my tears and kissed me softly. "Ssh it's gonna be okay, right? You still love him.. And he still loves you, right?" I nodded slowly looking in his eyes "so what's the problem?" I trembled a little. He had cheated on me.. And I had cheated on him.. That was what was wrong.
"You" I whispered softly.
He smiled "why? I know you've both.. Sort of.. Been with me but why does that bother you?"
Why did that bother me? I couldn't describe or explain it, it just .. Hurt. I shrugged "it just does" I whispered again.
"Well don't let it alright.." He kissed me softly again and I nodded.
Finally he payed some attention to the bruises and nose blood I had caused him. I was a terrible fighter but I must've been really furious because he had nose blood running from it all the time and several bruises in the face.
He began drying up his nose blood with the back of his hand but it was too much. I told him to get Graham to do it for him because he probably had the makeup and all and he thanked me and told me to go home. So I did. Everything felt like the calm after a storm now. It didn't make sense yet but something told me it would soon enough. Oh how I missed Graham.

Authors note: so this was a quick one, I haven't been feeling too good lately and it's urged me to write hehe, I felt I needed some kind of hope in this story things were getting real gloomy
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