Simply yours (Boyxboy)

Chapter 11

Damons Pov

Oh no. I didn't manage to tell him, I was right about to, this was the second time I failed. Why? Why was it so hard? I thought, laying in Graham's bed, I was awake but I hadn't opened my eyes just yet. I'd better get up, today was Monday and we were to head for Graham's cabin. so I slowly open my eyes just to find Graham's face only inches from mine, his one hand on my back and both of my arms around him. I smile. He probably hadn't noticed, since he's asleep, we probably just hug each other in the sleep but it felt so right, his warmth surrounding me. I saw his eyes slowly open and a blush spread over his face, all of a sudden both of us got in a real hurry to get out of the bed.
Later that day when we finally arrived at Graham's cabin I couldn't help but to think of the second before we let go off each other, the second after Graham had opened his eyes. The second we both were looking each other in the eyes, holding each other, and when that thought wen through my head, I just couldn't help but smile.

We went out and played in the snow and then we were off to bed again, we weren't sharing, there were one bed for us each, in two days it'd be Christmas Day, my mum had sent my gifts with me in a bag. I had brought one for Graham aswell, a cd with his favourite band, it was.

As day two in the cabin passed an it was only one night till Christmas Day, I should've been all excited about Christmas an the presents, but I wasn't. I was laying in my bed and I could hear Graham's slow breathing beside me. I couldn't stop thinking that maybe I missed my last chance to tell him, that I missed the perfect moment.
I felt the tiredness sinking in and slowly drowning me and the last thought that went through my head was if I don't manage tomorrow, I never will. Before my vision blurs as I fall asleep.

Authors note: thanks again for reading the fic and I love it when you comment on my fic- even if you have something negative to say about it, I would like to hear it!
Otherwise I'm very glad I've gotten so many positive comments and sorry for the short chapter, I will be writing like mad to get the next chapter done ASAP

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