Simply yours (Boyxboy)

Chapter 18

Graham's Pov

Weeks and months passed and soon spring was in.

I hated that Damon still 'pretended' to be together with Marie. She hung out with us sometimes which was rather weird, apparently she was also friends with the guys bullying Damon, so they didn't bother him when she was around. I had only had to help him a few times.
One time particularly was when they caught us holding hand. And all I did was making it worse by trying to stop them. We missed an entire class to try and clean us both up.

We were going to a party today, Marie had invited Damon and for the first time he invited me. I was standing, looking in the mirror. I didn't know how to look on a party, I'd never been to one.

Damon knocked on the door, I rushed to get it but he had already stepped in. He looked around for my parents, when none of them was found around he quickly pecked me on the cheek and smiled, I blushed "Damon.." I looked around as well, my mum entering the room, she walked to me and hugged me "have fun at the party! Be careful" I shrugged "mum...yeah yeah, night", when she let me go I grabbed my jacket and left, Damon cheered at my mother and followed.

We arrived at the party, it was crowded. Damon handed me a glass of something and I drank some and put it down, already feeling dizzy. I heard Damon giggle at me as he drank his entire glass. Loud music was playing and I lost Damon almost at once.

A few hours later Damon was sitting in the couch, Marie snuggled up against him I sat across from them on the floor, two girls sat next to Damon and Marie on the couch and two more on the floor, snuggled up to one guy. Marie grabbed Damons hand and I saw him glancing at me. "Should we do truth or dare?" Marie said, most of the others agreed, I just shrugged. I hated being this far away from Damon and only with people I didn't know.

"Okay I start ,I choose" Marie looked around and her eyes met Damons "Damon" she giggled "truth or dare?" She said putting one arm around his neck, he said "dare" and smirked.
"I dare you... " she glanced at me and I blushed and looked away. What a nightmare, kissing Damon in front of all these people. "To.. Make out with Elisabeth for ten seconds" Elisabeth was apparently the girl right to the left from me. Damon smirking crawled over to her. "C'mere" he said and grabbed her cheeks. As he leaned in to kiss her I looked away and when I looked back they were already full on making out.
Seeing Damon doing that to someone else hurt so bad, I know it was only ten seconds because that's what the challenge was but if nobody had told me I'd say it was at least an hour.
When Damon finally pulled away I excused myself and went off to the bathrooms, there was only one completely clean of vomit, that no one was making out in so I walked in and shut the door, sat down on the loo and hugged my knees tight. I didn't know what to do, all I knew was that I never wanted to see that again. I never wanted to see Damon kiss other people, but I mean a kiss is alright.. Just.. Their tongues met and he smiled.. Did he smile though or did I just imagine that? I shuddered. Someone knocks on the door I just look the other way. I hear the door open, someone steps in. "Are you alright?" Damon's voice reaches my ears and I turn to him quickly. "Damon... What are you doing here?" "Just checking on you" he turned around, closed and locked the door and then walked to me and hugged me close "it was a dare Gra.." I nodded "I know.. I just.." I blushed and turned silent, he looked me in the eyes smiling "wished it was you and not her?" I nodded and blushed deeper looking down smiling. He put two fingers under my cheek, lifting it up so I look him in the eyes and kisses me, slip his tongue in my mouth and I do the same.

We made out for what felt like only a moment but what apparently was ten minutes. I walked out first and sat down silently and then Damon came back, walked to the spot where he sat before and sat down smiling. "My turn then?" He said and Marie nodded chuckling. "Ookay... Graham, truth or dare?" I blushed and shrugged mumbling dare, hopefully I'd get away with drinking from someone else's glass or something. "Okay.. I dare you.. To kiss me" Damon said, smiling. I blushed and stared at him. what was he doing? I couldn't just kiss him in front of everyone.. I nodded and got up, walked to him trying to make myself small. I looked him in the eyes, those beautiful beautiful eyes. Suddenly all sound surrounding us seemed distant. I'd never kissed Damon in front of anyone before. I close my eyes, open my mouth slightly and bend forward, feeling his soft slightly wet lips meet mine again, the taste of alcohol still in my mouth from when he pressed his tongue in there. I can feel him trying to deepen the kiss, eager for more but I pull away. If I was dared to kiss him and we started making out people would definitely suspect something. I dry my mouth with the back of my hand and walk back to the spot where I sat slightly irritated at Damon's stupidness.

The rest of the evening I see his eyes seeking for mine but I refuse to meet them. How could he be so dumb.. So utterly pathetic and stupid, one second later he would've had his tongue in my mouth and people would know or find out about us... Stupid stupid Damon..

We walk home together after, on the way he looks at me and I still refuse to look at him. "Why did you do that?" I say "If I hadn't pulled away everyone would've known Damon" I turn to him and stop and he stops aswell "Graham.. I can't keep pretending.. I can't take it I need to be able to show people I love you" he says as grabs my waist. I freeze "Damon.. Do-don't.. We can be together, isn't that enough?" I say blushing, not smiling "I want to show everyone you're mine, I want everyone to know so I can hold you in my arms all day long and kiss you whenever I want.." He says sadly. I stroke the line of his jaw lightly and nods "me too Damon... But we can't, you know why" Damon nodded and pressed his lips against mine clumsily for just a second before we walked into his house, and to his room.

We undressed to nothing but boxers and crawled in bed, I wasn't very shy half naked around Damon anymore, we'd spent way too many hours holding each other like that to be nervous. He turned off his bedside lamp groaning a quiet "goodnight" I didn't answer, he had his back against me and I turned mine to him, since I preferred sleeping that way. I felt him embracing me from behind and smiled looking back at him and pecking his nose lightly before laying my head down and closing my eyes.

I feel his hand searching it's way down my waist, past my hip and down my thigh and then slowly slowly reaching down to my inner thigh. I gasp quietly and shudder slightly in arousal, I don't pull away or try and remove his hand, I simply smile and falls asleep.

Authours note: hello again, just quick update idk about this chapter I'm just trying to plan something rn also I haven't really introduced myself so I thought wth
Hello my name is Ebba
Ty for reading my fic ily all

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