Simply yours (Boyxboy)

Chapter 6

(Damons Pov)

My heart fell in my chest. Graham liked someone. I really couldn't see why it bothered me, but it did. I was sort of hoping he'd just shrug and say he was joking but he just turned his back on me and fell asleep.

I couldn't sleep for the entire night and I was very tired in the morning. We got dressed and ate some breakfast, all in silence after we both mumbled a silent "morning". We walked to the school in silence but when we were a few blocks away from school I decided to break the coldness between us by grabbing Graham's hand. After what happened yesterday I was terrified. I felt him shrugging but he didn't let go off my hand.

A block away from school I stopped.

I felt my face turning white. "I can't do it, Gra, I really can't.."

"Oh Dames, I'll help you, don't worry" he said and turned to go again, but I didn't move. He glanced at me and knew I wasn't gonna move. So he did what he usually did. He hugged me, tightly, and as always I felt warm inside and like there were no troubles in the entire world. A wonderful feeling after feeling paralysed.

We then walked to the school hand in hand smiling and didn't let go until we were close. We couldn't let the bullies see us they'd think we were together, that we were like homosexual. I wasn't, or well..... Was I? I thought of the jealousy I had felt when Gra told me about the girl he liked. But it was just because we were such good friends.... Right? I looked at Graham whose eyes had been intoxicated with the anxiousness he always felt around other people. Did I love him? Yes.. Yes I did, but more than a friend? I wasn't sure.

The day went by and first class we had separately so with worried faces we left each other and went to different places.

The bullies had some fun time with figuring out how long they could hit me until I spit blood and by the time I got to the classroom (after cleaning up the blood and tears.. Why could I never stop crying?!? I'm such a weeping baby...) there was only one place left in the room, beside this girl called Marie. Her hair was blonde, not dirt blonde like mine but pure blonde.

"You're Damon right?" She whispered after I sat down mumbling apologies to the teacher. Without taking her eyes away from the teacher who was explaining something. "Yeah.." I whispered back.

"Cool. You seems nice, I've been checking you out" she whispered. Wow, this girl was confident. Why'd she check me out tho? I'm the guy that the bullies are onto, everyone knows that..

"Oh yeah?" I said and smirked.

"Yeah? You busy tonight?" She turned to me a bit too clearly, but we were in the very back of the classroom after all "I was thinking this new movie in cinema tonight at 7 o'clock?" A moment of confusion. Why did my brain go what about Graham? it wasn't like we were together... And he liked someone else. "Yes" I said, not hesitating a bit. "Cool.. I'll pick you up at 6:40 at your house then" she said smiling, and then turning to the teacher again.

I felt bad about going out with someone else, but.. Why? I didn't like Graham that way!! Or did I..? No! ... I was very confused. I didn't tell him though. And I still didn't knew why.

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