Simply yours (Boyxboy)

Chapter 10

Graham's Pov

It's quite late Friday night and I'm laying in my bed thinking of Damon.
He had been to a lot of parties lately and acted really weird. The bullies had pretty much left him alone and we hadn't hung out much, I missed him so much, I missed his heat from when we hug and his eyes as they looked deep into mine. God I'm so in love I thought to myself.
And then it knocked on the door and I rushed down to get it, I was pleased from anything that interrupted my suffering, Damon was probably out drinking or something.

And then I opened the door and there he was. Damon Albarn. I stared at him for a second, my mouth open and then realised how silly that must've looked so I looked away blushing slightly. "Hello" he said. So simple. After we've barely talked for long. "Hello Damon, aren't you out partying?" I said not looking him in the eyes.
"Not today, listen erm I just dropped by because.." He started and bit his lip.
"Yeah because..?" I said curiously.
"W.. We haven't hung out much lately and I thought it was about time we changed that." He said looking somewhere behind me. I smile and let him in, he walks all the way to my room and I follow. We sit down on my bed and small talks a little about what's happened us when we didn't hung out much, or well mostly he because I didn't really do anything. He finishes this story about a girl he talked to on a party and turned silent smiling at me. And I smile back, oh god I love that slightly warped smile. The silence grow between us and the urge to hug him runs through my body.
"D.. Damon?"
"Yeah Gra?"
"May I.. Hug you?"
"Of course" and the we hug. I finally get to smell his special smell again and his heat against me just feels so right. A slight shudder runs through my body, but I tell it to stop, it's a friendly hug. We hug close and tight and none of us seems to want to break the hug, after a while we do tho. Or I do, I don't want him to suspect I like him. "Oh and Damon, my mum says we're going to my cabin, you can come if you like? Christmas is quite near.."
I blush slightly.
"Oh right.. But.. I invited you to my cabin, didn't I? Ah well Id much rather go with you to yours though, when are you leaving?"
I just then remember being asked to his place but smiles, he's coming to mine after all. "Uh.. On Monday.." I stutter happily.
He just nod and then we turn silent again.
I look in his eyes and I know he's looking in mine aswell.
It makes me nervous so I turn my face down. "Well.. So how's your girlfriend?" I say trying to sound casual.
"We broke up. Today" I looked at him. It was true, he wasn't lying. "Aren't you sad?" I say. He shrugs and mumbles something sounding like "I saw it coming" and then silence again. I try so hard not to smile, I know I should be sad for Damon, I should feel bad that he couldn't keep his girlfriend but somewhere deep inside me a little sparkle of hope lightens up.
The small sparkle I've tried to choke but I jut can't.

We agree that he is to stay the night, brush our teeth and gets in bed again.
I'm really nervous, remembering what had happened the other times we had slept at each others places. So he lay down under the cover, I turn off the lamp and join him. We small talk a little and then he falls asleep. And then he turn in his sleep and holds me. I barely breathe and panic. I can't leave this time I think. I force myself to breathe normally and think of waking him up. But what if... If I were to pretend, just for this night, that he actually did like me back? I looked at him, some if his dirt blonde fringe was right over one eye. I softly stroke it out of his face, careful not to wake him up and smile. It'd work. If he asked me the next day, I'd just say I was fast asleep as well. I smile and carefully put one hand on his back and presses him slightly closer before sighing happily and falling asleep, safe in the knowledge that Damon is in my arms, and pretending that he likes me.

Authors note: thanks for all the response I'm very happy you like my fic. I read through the story and noticed they had asked each other to their cabins, I'm such a loser, ah well.. That's what happens when one don't write too often. I hope it's alright anyways and that you enjoy this chapter!

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