WennyT
Summary: Changmin has something to tell Yunho before he goes. AU. Set in the Before U Go MV universe.
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난 그대가 훅-하고 내 곁에서 날아가 버릴까
단 하루도 휴-하고 쉴 수조차 없었단 말야
"Hyung," Changmin catches at Yunho's arm, pulling at him slightly. The hand that Yunho has on Ara's shoulder loosens, dropping down to his side as Yunho turns, gazing at Changmin questioningly. The younger man shifts left, then right, hands clenched into fists. "Hyung, I need to talk to you."
"Okay," Yunho replies easily, turning to offer a reassuring smile at Ara before walking with Changmin a few steps away, until they are standing at a corner of the warehouse the drug lord had used for the meeting. "Yeah? What is it?"
"Hyung, I—" Changmin takes a deep breath. Lifts his head to look at Yunho straight on. "I. Hyung, I—"
Yunho nods, smiling quizzically, and makes a well-go-on motion with his hands.
"I—" Changmin opens his mouth. This is it. He can do this. He knows he can. "I—"
Yunho arches an eyebrow.
Changmin feels his breath whooshing out. "—I'm hungry, hyung." Shit. That wasn't what he wanted to say. Coward.
Yunho stares uncomprehendingly at Changmin for precisely eleven seconds. Then he doubles over laughing.
Changmin purses his lips, glancing about to make sure no one is paying attention to the Director of NDI frowning somberly at the sight of his best friend bent half and almost crying in mirth.
"Thought— haha— thought you were going to—something serious—haha— hungry—thought— hahahahaha— something bad— Hahahahhahah!"
"Right." Changmin deadpans and grabs at the collar of Yunho's jacket, half-dragging the older man along. "I'll take that as a yes to having supper then."
그대만 바라보는 것이 부담스럽다고 느낀다면 난 이제 그만 떠날게
내 감정을 다스리지 못해 그댈 괴롭게 했던 거라면 이제 난 물러날게
Changmin waves goodbye to Ara in the distance and thinks somewhat bitterly that Yunho's girlfriend is perfect, so perfect that she's immediately understanding when his best friend takes him away from her with the excuse of "Yunho-hyung and I are going to supper".
He wouldn't have let go that easily if Yunho was h—
No.
They get into Yunho's beaten-up Jeep, Changmin taking the wheel as he always does whenever the two of them are actually in a car together.
Yunho fastens his seatbelt and looks over, lips quirking. "Our regular place?"
It's filled with memories of Joongyun, though, and that's enough for Changmin to hesitate. The run-down stall that Yunho is referring to is a frequent haunt for all three of them since their university days. Changmin doesn't know if he can really deal with the pain when the wound is still so fresh.
But, a part of him whispers, weren't you determined to make new memories today? That'll help you wipe out the old, won't it?
"Yes," he nods, one hand upon the brake and another on the steering wheel. He doesn't look at Yunho. "Yes, let's."
He steps on the accelerator.
이것만은 알고가 너만
사랑했었던 단 한 남자였다고
