My Life With Him

I'm So Sorry Baby

It was the middle of the night and Rebel has not gone to bed. Jessica is really fussy and she won't stop crying. Rebel is so exhausted. But Jessica just won't calm down. Adam was working late on his show. So Rebel was all alone taking care of the baby. Then finally Adam came home.

"Hey babe. How's everything?"-Adam

"How do you think? Do you not hear your daughter screaming? Jessica hasn't slept ,she won't stop crying. And how was your day? I bet you had a fun time with your buddies working on your show. While I was stuck at home taking care of your kid"-Rebel was furious. She was still rocking her baby trying to calm her down.

"Rebel you know I have to work to provide for us."-Adam

"Oh so your saying I don't provide enough for us. I have been busting my ass too. And I come home to take care of a 2 month old baby. My job never ends."-Rebel

"Just give me the baby and I'll try to calm her down"-Adam

"Oh now you want to help. How about you just leave. Do what you do best and go have fun. And leave me here with the baby."-Adam

"Rebel come on don't be like that"-Adam

"Just leave Adam. I don't want to see your face"-Rebel

"Please let me help"-Adam

"GO!!"-Rebel yelled at him

"FINE I WILL. Hope you know the mistake that your making"-Adam held back his tears shocked at how Rebel just yelled at him. He grabbed his car keys and slammed the door and drove off.

Jessica had finally calmed down. Rebel sat in the rocking chair and hugged her baby while crying realizing that Adam left her and it was all her fault. She put the baby in her crib. And went to her room and cried some more. Rebel was broken. She had no one to blame but herself. She looked at her wedding band and continued to cry. She needed Adam back. She called Anna asking her if she could watch the baby for a couple of hours. When Anna arrived Rebel left to go get her man back. But the problem was she didn't have a clue on where he could be. She just started driving around. Until she found his car at a nearby park. She looked around to find him. He was just sitting on a rock. Rebel ran to him. She came up behind him.

"Adam"-Rebel's face was full of guilt.

Adam turned to see who was behind him. His face was shocked but then turned to stern when he saw Rebel. He turned away from her and got off the rock and started walking away.

"Adam please"-Rebel walked after him.

"Why are you here?"-Adam

"I needed to find you"-Rebel

"Why. You kicked me out saying you never wanted to see my face. I'm just giving you what you wanted"-Adam

"You know that's not what I want. I was just so tired taking care of the baby. And I took it out on you. And-"-Rebel

"I don't care. You never yelled at me. You never hated me. You never-"-Adam raised his fist to his mouth to try to hold back his tears. He then turned around and wiped his tears. His breath was shuddering.

"Baby"-Rebel tried to embrace him. But he pushed her off.

"Just don't touch me right now"-Adam

"Baby please forgive me. I didn't mean it"-Rebel tried to grabbed him again but he pushed her harder and she fell face down. Adam turned around realizing that he just pushed her down.

"Oh my God. Rebel are you okay?"-Adam

Rebel used her hands to pick herself up. And touched her forehead and when she saw her hand it was full of blood. Rebel turned to Adam. So he could see her face. Adam was in shock on what he did to his wife.

"I can't believe you just did that"-Rebel cried and got up and ran away from him. She got in her car and went home. While driving home Rebel's vision was getting blurry. She hit her head really hard. She arrived home safely but when she opened the door Anna saw her head bleeding down to her face.

"Oh my God Rebel what happened?"-Anna

Before she could respond Rebel's eyes went to the back of her head and she began to fall. Anna ran to her just in time so she wouldn't hit the floor. She pulled out her phone and called an ambulance. She then laid Rebel's head on her lap. Before the ambulance came Rebel woke up.

"Are you okay?"-Anna

"Yeah I'm fine. What happened?"-Rebel

"Well you came home after you went to look for Adam bleeding from your head  and you just passed out."-Anna

Rebel began to cry.

"Adam did this"-Rebel said tearfully

"What?"-Anna was in shock

"He pushed me down when I tried to embrace him. And I got up bleeding and ran away."-Rebel was now crying hysterically

Anna held her close.

"It's gonna be okay Rebs"-Anna

The ambulance arrived and they just put Rebel in the ambulance to check on her and clean her up. Adam got to the house and saw the ambulance he ran looking for Rebel and he saw Anna.

"What happened?"-Adam

"Well Rebel came home with a bloody face and I think she hit her head really hard because she fainted in my arms. How could you push her Adam. You could have killed her. A head injury is really critical"-Anna

"I know. I didn't mean it. Where is she?"-Adam

"She's in the ambulance. They're getting ready to take her to the hospital."-Anna

Adam ran to the ambulance.

"Who are you sir?"-paramedic

"I'm her husband"-Adam

The paramedic let him inside.

Adam saw his wife's face full of bruises from the fall. Adam was so ashamed of himself. Rebel saw him gave him a stern face and turned away.

"I'm so sorry Rebel"-Adam

Rebel didn't even want to look at him. She just kept her head turnt and shook her head.

"Baby. Baby look at me"-Adam

"I don't want to"-Rebel

"Please. I didn't mean it"-Adam reached for her hand and held it but Rebel pulled her hand away.

"Rebel"-Adam

"Just go Adam."-Rebel whispered

"I'm not leaving you."-Adam

"You already did. You seem to be an expert. What's one more time?"-Rebel

"Rebel. I love you"-Adam

Rebel looked at him.

"Yeah I know you do. You know how I know? You left me with a baby all day. Came home and left me again. And you pushed me to the ground. Yeah thanks for all your love"-Rebel

"Babe-"-Adam

"Sorry but we have to take her now"-paramedic

"Go Adam"-Rebel

Adam leaned down to kiss her lips. Rebel turned her head and stopped his face with her hands. Adam was now crying. He wiped his tears his eyes red.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry I haven't been a good husband or a good father to our daughter. But I love you so much. Hope you could forgive me. "-Adam

Rebel looked at him with a soften face. His tears flowing faster.

"Bye Rebel"-Adam exited the ambulance waving bye to his wife.

The paramedics closed the doors and drove her to the hospital. Rebel began to cry knowing that her marriage may be over. She just didn't know what to do.

TO BE CONTINUED....