Never Alone. H.s.au ~on hold~

ch.3 :i knew there is something with you ..not normal

Lyla's p.o.v

Blackness is all I saw .pain is all I felt and fear is all I smelt . I am lost in the world full of lies and fears ,afraid of darkness in this world ,nothing is seems to be real .i need someone who care and someone who could be with me ,maybe i am not lucky enough for this dreams .i am just another person who dream big dreams but never made it real .

Have you ever just felt like you don't know if you could trust this person or not ..? That's how i feel .i don't know who to trust and care about this person .

I felt something soft beneath me ..where am i ? I was afraid to open my eyes ..what happened ..? I felt a cold ,wet,cloth on my forehead ...i winced and opened my eyes to find the same boy that i was running from he was holding a cloth that now was red from the blood that was on my forehead  ,i whimpered and tried to push him away from me ."shh,it's alright ,it's okay ...i am not going to hurt you "he said softly ,his voice ringing in my ears like it's melody and his touch on my forearm was so cold ...all i was thinking about was ....who is this boy ? What does he want from me ?why did he care about me ?what if he hurt me ?i can't trust person so easily .

"What's your name ,love ?"love caught in my ears why ?was all i thought ..why did he care ? 

I am not something really special ...

I didn't answer i was just staring to his green eyes ,he looked confused .i just wanted to cry but i hold my self and repeated in my mind he will hate you ,he doesn't want you .

" i am harry ,what's your name ?" He repeated he spoke softer .his expression was hurt but i was scared ."lyla" i spoke ,a smile slowly played on his lips ."what a beautiful name lyla"

I felt heat running through my cheeks .he chuckled .he stood up and went out the room .i sat up and studied the room it was white and the bed sheets were white ,there was a big bookcase that filled with books and everything is so ..so ..so ....amazing .

I looked around me to see a mirror ,in this mirror there was a broken girl that looked pale and weak ,she looked hopeless and useless ,the blood that covered her forehead was gone now ,but she felt something strange when she got here ..that girl is me .

Soon harry walked in with some clothes in his hands ,"here take this "he handed me the cloths "no thank you i -i have to leave " i said getting up ,once i got up i fell on the floor,i just couldn't feel my legs .

"Wow ,are you alright ?"he asked while helping me .i nod ,but sat on the bed .my legs hurt ,maybe because i ran too much today ."please take this it's fine "he said again handing me the cloths again ,i didn't argue so i gladly took it ."thanks" i mumbled ,his smile was there on his face "my pleasure "he said gladly .i nodded ,he walked out the room and closed the door behind him so i could change .

I changed quickly it was a white blouse and black skinny jeans .i heard the door knock,i went to the door and opened it wide so could harry come in .he eyed me up and down ,i felt insecure  

" you look beautiful in these " he smiled ,i smiled for the first time in many years ."is there someone here live with you ?"i asked ,"no ,it's just me ""then the cloths that you gave belong to who ?" 

"My sister "he answered leaning at the door frame ,i just nodded ,he was standing here in front of me ."thanks again ,but --i -- uhmm ..have to go " i sutured , " your welcome " he smiled a friendly smile and lead me to the door .i walked out the door and with that i walked alone in the forest again ,the house disappeared behind me .

I walked and walked and walked ,nothing but just trees .

I don't know what to do anymore ,harry was on my mind all the time ...he looked ...strange ,something tells me that there is missing piece in the puzzle ...something strange about him that tells me to stay away from him ,but i don't want to stay away from him ...his skin was so pale and his voice was so raspy and he looked .....not real ,not normal...