Never Alone. H.s.au ~on hold~

ch.6 powers and gifts

The sun doesn't shine bright everyday, there are always rain too

i woke up in the middle of the night panting ,wide eyes and heavy breathing .such a terrible nightmare seem so real .i turned my head left and right to find nothing but darkness ,no one is here beside me on the bed ,i panocked i the nightmare is true ,but he promised he won't leave ,he promised he won't let me go that easily ,i trust him .i wiped the tears and got out of the bed ,i walked throught the hallway ."harry?"i called loud enogh for him to hear in this big house ,my voice shaking with fear and sadness .i needed someone here to comfort me and tell me everything is fine but i couldn't find anyone here for me ,but harry he was always there .to help ,to love and to protect me .all of the sudden a cold air hit my skin making it goosebumps making me shiver . the air countinued hit my skin ,that means there is a window open ,i turned around to find it is coming from the bedroom .suddenly i was afraid to go there for the first time .i found the strength to move my legs forword to get to the bedroom door .i stopped dead in my tracks when i heard a loud thud .my breathing got heavy ,i couln't move ,the door was half closed and it was dark in there i couldn't see anything .the door was 5 inches away from me ,a shuffling of feet was the only sound and my breathing too.

what's going on ? where is harry ? i felt my eyes widdened when i heard the shuffling of feet is closer to the door .the door opened slowly ,a dark ,big figure is standing there ,once his foot stood in the light of the hallway ,my body relaxed ,i hugged him tightly ,trying to breath normally ."i am right here ,i am not going anywhere ."his arms wrapped perfectly around my tiny body compared to his . "i thought you left me ."i mummbled into his chest .he hugged me tighter but not almost in a deadly way ."i promised i won't leave ."he said his voice filled with hurt .i regret saying this but i decided to tell him my reason ."i had a night mare "i breathed ,he relaxed a little .

he pulled away and held me bridel style and put me on the bed ,in secounds i was laying on his chest and he was playing with my hair ,me and him under the covers ."what is it about ?"he asked .his hands rubbing my shoulder ."it was about you leaving me alone in dark alley and i woke up and i didn't ound you and i was scared but i trusted you but ...i am so sorry ."i whispered the last three words ,he held me tight in his arms ,i felt safe .

"i am right here ,don't be sorry _ it was just a dream and i am sorry you didn't find me "he whispered ,i closed my eyes and decided to tell him the question i was waiting for an answer ,"where did you go ?" my mind was telling me don't try to be clingy too much ,byt my heart was worried and wanting so badly to know and i really wanted to know .his silence scared me . thoughts bommed inside my head like fire . is he planing for me to leave ? is he planing something ? .

to be honest i was scared ,afraid of the thought making him go away . i whimpered and tried to hold back my tears .but on the other side of my mind was angry ,why isn't he answering me? i deserve to know an answer . my body heat rised like fire ,whenever i am angry ,my body temprture rise like fire and harry felt it .

he kept feeling my hands ,arms ,forhead and my cheeks .he sat back alittle bit to get a look on my face .and it was filled with angry ,sadness and hurt .his eyebrows knotted togethere ."what's wrong ?"he asked like i didn't speak before ,that made me mad ."why aren't you answering me ,aren't i aloud to ask or what ?" i said throught gritted teeth .my eyes narrowing and staring at his soul .

"of course your aloud to ask anything you want .and - " i cut him off "and what ?"my breathing got heavy and loud ."layla calm down "he said in soothing voice to calm me down ,i took a deep breath and calmed down a little ."i am just scared that you will be afraid from me" he said his voice sounding a little hurt ."trust me ,i am not going anywhere and you don't scare me ."i opened my eye to look at his face .the moonlight is filling the room .his arm was underneath me and the other one is on my back holding me .he opened his mouth and talked slowly so he won't scare me ."i was hunting " he said slowly and softly .i gulped the lamp in my throat and nodded ."huanting what ?"i asked ,i was afraid of the answer ,his eyes widdened and shook his head ."no not what you think ,animals ."he said ,i took a deap breath throught my nose and relaxed .