Never Alone. H.s.au ~on hold~

Ch.9 marriage

Marriage, a piece of paper. A piece of paper that proves that I am going to live with this person forever, a piece of paper that proves that those couples are together, taken. Un available.

But with a simple tear and shred in the paper, the deal is broken, everything gone, memories are gone and everything isn't here except endless nights of crying and dying

I never imagined that in some point of my life, where I can meet someone and just end up marrying them without they propose to me or just kneel in front of me get the blue box and whisper the words silently nervously. But in one night, I got the news.

Suddenly, I am a wife.

Days passed, and when I tried to get to near to harry, he would distance and stay away, some days, I had to sleep alone and hardly even try to sleep. Some other days, where I stay alone in the house, only with Gemma. And when I try to ask where he went, she would just shrug and walk away.

They both ignored me, and it hurts so much to see them a few minutes in the week.

Harry's ignorance irritated me more, he was ignoring me completely and I was scared, scared that he wouldn't want to live his life with me like I wanted him forever. But I guess he never wanted me, maybe he never loved me like I did.

Marriage was a big deal though.

I couldn't blame him. Harry was going to stay forever, while I grew up and days passed more and more I became older and older. I am afraid I'd become to the point of being unwanted, harry wouldn't like marrying a granny. He will be forever young. And he needs someone young.

Maybe that's why he ignored me. Maybe he loved me, but maybe he is afraid of the future, of what going to happen next. Of forever.

I walked down to the bedroom. That is used to be mine and Harry's, but Harry's gone now. Probably hunting or just walking around the woods.

When I was about to close my eyes and force myself to sleep.

I felt him.

His cold hands on my cheeks, barely even touching. And when I tried to ignore it thinking as if it was a dream. But I could feel him,and I knew that it wasn't a dream.

I open my eyes quickly eager to see him, to finally see his eyes.

And he was there, staring at me in the dark, I didn't see his features but I saw his figure. And I only know that it was him for really without imagination this time.

"Harry?" My voice broke.

"Yes, love"

And I broke down into pieces. The rest of the night I kept crying while harry trying to keep me calm down, he cuddled with me the whole night, trying to whisper sooth words.

And it worked, I fell asleep in his arms, holding him tightly afraid in any moment I would woke up, he would disappear.

I realized this night for sure, that harry was like a drug to me, he was the only one who kept me holding myself from falling apart. He was the only one who was always here.

And I wouldn't mind living my whole life with him, even if I changed to his kind and live forever.

But the problem is, that if he doesn't want to live with me forever, be with me forever.

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