[Briam] "I'm not into him"

chapter 13:

A/n: probably the last very dramatic chapter for awhile!!!! be prepared :(

Brett and i ended up eating basically all the junk food.
we were both very tired and i accidentally ended up falling asleep next to him, as we watched random tv shows.

around 7:30 in the morning, suddenly were both awakened by yelling and screaming.
"Brett Talbot! get your ass out of bed! who the fuck do you think you are?" i jumped into a sitting position, startled by Brett's mother.
Brett slowly sat up, rubbing his eyes tiredly.
"who the hell is he?" her face reddening as she glared at me.

i felt extremely awkward considering i didn't know her and that's the first thing she had said to me.
"mom, what's the big deal!"

"sleeping with someone under my roof! yet alone with a boy? underage may i add" she freaked out.

"we didn't sleep together-" i tried to reason but she spoke over me.

"AND, i'm assuming you're Liam Dunbar? the boy who's currently on the news for 'missing boy' " i quickly got up and went to get my things, ignoring her yelling.

"you can't just come in here screaming at us, especially him! you don't even fucking know him!" Brett yelled, clearly upset with her.

"get him out.. i don't want him in here EVER again," she turned around and walked out, slamming the door.

great.

now both my parents as well as his don't accept us.

and it makes me feel horrible.

"thanks for everything.." i held back tears as i put on my shoes and put my bag over my shoulder.

"Liam.. i-im sorry.. i don't know what happened there.." Brett walked up to me and hugged me briefly.
"Brett, no.. both our parents don't accept this," i gestured toward the two of us.
"so im just going to go.. I'll see you later.." i walk toward his door and he follows and i headed for outside.

right as i walked outside, Brett stepped outside closed the door for a moment.
"it doesn't matter what they think, Liam.." he looked down at me as i silently cried.
"i-i know.. but to a point, it does, it really does," Brett nodded at me sadly, wiping away my tears.
"i better go h-home.." i whispered, quickly pecking his lips and walking off, not waiting for a response.

30 minutes later after busing it home, i was bombarded by my parents and police.
"Liam! oh my god, we were worried sick!" my mom came and tried to touch me as i stepped in the door.
but instead, i brushed her off.

"you're in so much trouble, Liam" my stepdad shook his head at me, very furious.
my mother spoke with the police for a moment.
"thank you.." she said gently as she guided him out the door.

"give me your phone," my stepdad walked over to me from where i sat on the couch.
"why?" i scoffed.
"you know why the hell you don't deserve your phone!" he screamed.

"fuck you," i pulled out my phone, tossing it at him.
"excuse you?" he added.

"you heard me!" i yelled, standing up.

my mother quickly walked over to me.

"Liam, calm down"

"im sick of you guys, this is bullshit" i shook my head.
there was a pause filled with silence for a minute.
"Liam.. i need you to stop seeing this boy... just for awhile, okay? he's beginning to affect you in a negative way.." my mom tries to tell me.

but how is that helping? it just escalated the entire situation.

"you cannot control who i choose to see and who i don't." i said back at them.

"we're only doing this because we care,"

"i can't take this anymore," i screamed and ran upstairs, going straight into my room.

i used my strength and shut the door, blocking it with my dresser.

i was sobbing at this point.

these past two days have been on and off happiness.
it's killing me.
and i don't know how to deal with it.
one small problem has made things super complicated.

it's just not worth it...
it's not.

i walked over to my bathroom and dug through the drawer.
then, i found just what i needed.
my medication i take for my anger.

brand new bottle too.

i carefully filled up a glass of water and sat it on the counter.
unscrewing the cap on the container of pills, i poured out about handful.

this constant headache wouldn't go away.
i needed to make it stop.

placing all of them in my mouth, i gulped down the water.
after they were all swallowed, i leaned over the counter, staring at my reflection.

why does it have to be like this?

within few blurry minutes later, i collapsed onto the ice cold bathroom floor.
my world becoming dark and my thoughts floating elsewhere.

and that was it.

unexpected:( im sad writing this chapter omg. Liam's been going through lots of shit these past chapters. but don't worry, it'll get better for him and Brett !!