[Briam] "I'm not into him"

chapter 5:

WARNING:
sexual content in this chapter so if you don't want to read, just skip the part.

Liam's POV:

I had ended up with the baby that night somehow. It was suppose to be Brett.
but, i was a little too shy to go up to him after what happened.
he literally was the first kiss I've ever had with a boy, maybe even first kiss in general?
needless to say, i had gotten zero sleep due to the stupid doll -yes i just called my "child" stupid-.
he wouldn't stop crying for 3 hours.
every hour i would wake up to him crying, almost making myself want to do the same .
i then discovered that the baby must've been "cold".
but how the hell does a baby doll 'feel' cold?
it's completely messed up.
so, i had wrapped it up in a blue little blanket, hoping that would shut it up.

yawning as i got off the bus for today, i tried to find Brett.
he hadn't been on the bus that morning so i was very confused.
i walked over to a bench and sat down with Tristan on my lap.
i pulled out my cell phone and dialled Brett's number.
after about 3 rings, he picked up.
"hey, what's up?" his voice said through the phone.
"where the hell are you?" i shouted even though i didn't necessarily need to.
"calm down, im in the locker room, the coach is going to pick the players today after a game of scrimmage again" Brett told me sounded tired himself.
"well, i know you'll definitely make it because you're not the one who stayed up the entire freaking night." i said with disappointment evident in my voice.
"okay im sorry- just ask someone to take the baby while you practice" he tried to give me some help.
"whatever, bye" i hung up on him.
today was just not my day.
it was like i was on my period, which of course isn't possible for me but still.
i ran over to the boys locker room, not caring that the baby was crying.

at this point, i wanted to punch it's little plastic face in.

bursting into the room, i see Brett laughing and talking to his usual jackass friends.
walking up to him, he turns around and looks at me, eyes wide.
"woah you look-" i cut him off angrily.
"tired? yeah! i think so, now take this piece of sh-" he stopped me from finishing as he took and baby that was crying.
he rocked it back and forth trying to make it quiet down.
once it was done crying he looked up at me.
"I'm sorry for not taking him last night, I forgot.." he mumbled and looked at me apologetically.
i noticed everyone was staring at me after i had freaked out.
"i think i need to take a break, I-I'll be back.." i sigh and rub my forehead, walking out of the room.

i was trying to find a water fountain because i needed to find something that'll calm me down.
and not my pills for my anger because it just makes me tired during lacrosse.

finally, i found a fountain and i took a long drink from it.
then suddenly someone tapped me on the shoulder, causing me to spit out some water.
I look up and wipe my mouth.
"holy shit, Stiles don't do that-" i say and groan.
"sorry- Scott just wants to talk to you during practice is that alright?" his voice came off a bit shaky and his heartbeat was a bit high.
"oh.. okay?" i raise an eyebrow.
"ready to play?" Stiles asked me as we walked back to the boys locker room.
"i don't think so, that stupid baby project kept me up" i roll my eyes.
"im sure you'll do great, just don't snap on any players, we don't need you to be kicked off" he told me carefully.
"I'll try" i say quietly as we head back in the room.
almost everyone had their gear on and so i quickly put my bag where my special locker was and took off my shirt.
i then put on my grey t-shirt and my usual Nike sweats.

i put on the padding and stuff, then my helmet and grab my stick.
following everyone who was heading outside, i made sure i didn't forget anything.

suddenly when i was outside, Scott came beside me, along with stiles.
"what's up?" i look at them concerned.
"we're just going to be straight forward with this but uh.. how do i ask this without seeming-" Scott mumbled before stiles cut him off.
"he wants to know if you're into boys... certain hmm i don't know, werewolf  boys?" Stiles said bluntly.
"w-what? who said that..." i say with red cheeks.
"there's a rumour about you and Brett kissing yesterday.." Scott looked at me; wanting an answer.
i couldn't lie to him, he would catch my heartbeat. and plus im his beta.
"im sorry okay!" i yell out at them.
"no don't be sorry- it's completely fine to like boys. but just Brett- i don't know about him.. i don't want him to hurt you.." Scott told me kindly and Stiles nodded.
"well, i guess you'll just have to wait and see.." i tell them and then run off to where coach was gathering everyone.