[Briam] "I'm not into him"

chapter 15:

// "and im absolutely in love with you too, Liam Dunbar"//

Liam's POV:
over this past week, I've been recovering.
no longer under the care of the Beacon Hills hospital, but now under 24 hour supervision of my parents.

i can't help but to feel horrible sometimes...

i went to school today and it was now the evening time.
everyone had given me so much pity at school. especially people who hadn't ever spoken to me previously.
and it made me extremely frustrated.
so angry that i almost wanted to walk straight out from that place.
that hell hole.

as they say; they only care once you're gone. or shall i say, almost gone.

pity, was the last thing i wanted at this point in my life.
because all that did was make me feel like even more of a disappointment and a failure for not being able to even end my own life successfully!

nothing had worked out.

i had thankfully been given permission to talk to Brett, because right now he's all that made me want to stay.
my phone was given back in order to keep in touch with him.

and by no means am i saying that my parents or his accept this, but they're trying to make it work... even though it bugs them completely.

one thing that also bothered me about this whole situation was Brett constantly worrying about me now.

he's terrified of losing me.
i get a text about every hour from him, asking how i am and what exactly im doing.
he visits me tons and always finds time to call when we can't hang out.

he shouldn't have to constantly have this weight on his shoulders and then thoughts that i might choose to leave him.
i know how stupid it would be.
and i still realize how much it kills him now, therefore, i can't ever do it again.

i sat on my bed, dwelling in my own sadness and desperately wanting to do something fun for once..
i was sick of being bored everyday.

i couldn't remember the last time i did something genuinely 'fun'.

my phone began to ring and i instantly reached for it, hitting the green button.
"hello?" i spoke into my cell phone.
"hey baby, i was wondering if you're busy right now?" i could practically see Brett smiling through the phone.

"actually, i am doing absolutely nothing at the moment" i smirked slightly, knowing Brett has something in mind.

"I've got something special for you, get dressed! I'll be there in 10" with that he hung up, leaving me feeling very excited.

i hadn't felt like this in so long.
it was a good change for once..

i quickly got up and went to my dresser, desperately needing something good to wear.

i found a pretty decent outfit and decided on that since everything else was dirty or lost.

after rushing to change, i sprayed some cologne and touched up my hair.
i slipped on some vans and sat on the bed, feeling anxious as hell.

i don't know why i felt so eager to see him. i guess i was just craving his presence. like always. just a bit more than usual.

moments later, the door bell rang.

i rushed downstairs and instantly swung open the door.

Brett stood there looking incredibly handsome and very well presented.
he wore an all black flannel/button up up and black jeans- which suited him extremely well- and in his hands he held a simple white rose.

how did he know that was my favourite flower?..

"surprise, babe" he smirked as he handed it to me.
"thank you, that's so sweet!" i smiled widely and went on my tippy toes,  planting a soft and passionate kiss on his lips.

"and that's not all, I've got a plan all set, but the question is, are you ready?" Brett smirked at me playfully as i giggled slightly.

"well- i have to quickly tell my-"

"i asked" he interrupted, making me feel sudden shock.

my parents allowed this thing to happen?

"really?" i widen my eyes.

"long as you're here before 11, i can be all yours" Brett joked.

i smiled happily and shut the door behind me, grabbing hold of his hand.

"and i guess im all yours then, babe"

my lips meeting his again, making butterflies swarm around in my stomach.

every. single. time.

im tired and it's 1am. i wanted to update all books so tomorrow i can hopefully post a better chapter. so the "date" will continue soon!!!🤗💗