Rihanna POV
Sunday (6 days until first tour date)
"So how is she?" Jen asked.
"She's good. The nurse is with her right now, i just tho i should give them some privacy, beside i need to ask you about the interview that i was supposed to do yesterday, did they re-schedule to another time?"
"Yeah, they did. for today at 6 o'clock. They want the article out before or during your first tour date." She said And got silent for a little bit.
"Oh. What about rehearsal?" I asked. I got so much stuff to get done before leaving for new york on friday. I was planning to get everything done by today but with Lil emergency yesterday i forgot all about my responsabilities.
"Oh she said your good. You know everything and she will be on tour for some dates to help you practice some more."
"Ok. Do i had anything else to do?"
"I dont think so, just a meeting with the label on thursday, after that you're all clean......"she mumble the last part, i hear some noise in the back and her cursing. " where do you want me to take this clothes to?"
"I'll text you the address. I'll be staying with Lil until its time for me to go. I dont want to leave her by herself. She's good but she's not completely there yet. "
"Mmnm....Well i'll let you go back to your wifey. I gor so much shit to finish and you're just wasting my time." I smack my lips and rolled my eyes at her coment.
"Bye " i said and hung up when i heard her chuckle. I went to the fridge and got a bottle of water. My back was to the door when i heard someone enter the room.
"Are you making breakfast?" I hear M morning voice from behind me. I turned around and give her an "are you crazy" look. She shook her head and laugh.
"I knew it was too good to be true." I rolled my eyes at her coment. "How's Lilah?" She questioned.
"The nurse is with her again. I came out here to give her some privacy." She nodded.
"What are we doing today?"
"I'll ask Lil if she want to go to her apartment. I dont think she'll want to stay here more than is necesary." I said thinking back to Rorrey text.
"Did you told her about the text?"
"No. I dont think i will for now. I need to find the right time to question her about their relationship." She nodded. I heard a door opening and some voices, soon after i heard somone walking towards the living room. The nurse came out of the hallway and me and M walked towards her.
"So how's she?" I ask.
"She's good. She told me about the dizziness this morning. Her sugar level is low right now that's what cause the dizzines and maybe nauseas. She can eat and that will help with raising her sugar level. The doctor will see her soon. He said he will comunicate with you miss fenty so any other question you got you can ask him directly." I nod.
"Thank you so much." We shook hand and M walked her to the door while i went back to the guess room. As i came closer to the door i heard voices in the bedroom.
"Lili you need to tell her." I heard what i think was kyle voice.
"Im with kyle in this. She needs to know. I dont want her to hurt you, but i dont want you to hid this from her and end up hurting her. " that was a men voice and i knew it all too well. Rorrey was in the room with her too. So, they were talking about me? Tell me what?.
"I know, i know. I'm just... i dont know how to say it. You guys dont understand, this is not easy. If i tell her i may need to open up a lot of doors that i havent open in soo long. I close all those doors for a reason. And on top of that, that call." I heard lil voice break and small sob follow it. The frown in my face was visible when i walk into the room. Everybody turned to me and i just kept my eyes on lil. The shock in her face was clear. Her eyes were red and her face was wet.
"What do you need to tell me?" I questioned looking at her.
"Ro...."
"Rorrey, this is not with you. I want to know what she needs to tell me." I cut him off without breaking eyes contact with her. Whatever it was, i wanted to know.
"Robyn...."
"Is ok Ro, just let me talk with her in private." She cut him off this time. Kyle got up from the the bed and walked past me sending a glare my way i could not read. Rorrey stay a little longer looking between us too but eventually walked out.
A dead silence set between us. She was looking at me With an intensity i had never seem in her eyes before. Me in the other hand, i was looking right back just waiting for her to speak. By now the different esenarios in my head started to show different things that i wish i could never hear coming from her.
"I...i dont think this is a good idea..having this coversation in Rorrey's house. If i start.... i'll have too much to say and stuff for you to understand that we need our space for that....." she said and look to the window, the curtains were put to the side and the view of LA stared back at us. Tearing her eyes from the window she continue. "I know you got stuff to tell me. We have so much to talk about and this is not the place to do it."
"When?.....Where?" I went straight to the point. I know i got shit to tell her but the rage i was feeling just thinking about a possibility of her and Rorrey messing around was blocking my mind.
"Tonight. I'll leave in 1 hour. I need stuff to take care of but i'll be in my apartment tonight by 6. You can come at 7......i will tell you everything. I promise." She said and i just stood there staring back at her. I tho i was going back to her apartment with her. Where is she going? Why didn't she invited me? Is she messing with someone else? I dont know why but just the though of her kissing and touching someone else made my skin crawl.
After what seen like forever i spoke. "Ok." Was the only thing that left my lips. I walked back to the chair where i had put my stuff yesterday. I got my tote bag and walked next to her to where my cellphone was. I took it and walked to the end of the bed to get my sneakers. I turned around and saw her eyes watered some more. I didnt want to hurt her with my action but if this is about what i think this is about, she will hurt me to my soul. I give her a nod and walked out of the door.
This shit i was in with my feelings got 10 times harder of what i could deal with.
