RIHANNA P.O.V
10:05
A heavy sight scape my lips. I was in my apartment now, waiting for robyn. She was supposed to be here 3 hours ago, but i had heard nothing from her. I texted her 1 time and no answer neither.
This morning when she left Rorrey's apartment something hit me. The sadness i felt when she walked out of the door it was something that i havent felt in so long. Just the thought of her walking out of my life made my heart hurt. It took two hours of convincing by Ro and ky to get me out off that bed. after we left Ro's apartement Kyle asked me something that left me thinking.
"Are you in love with her?" Was i? I dont think so. I mean no persom can fall in love with someone in less than a month. We just started this thing almost three weeks ago. How can i fall for someone that soon? I knew i wasn'g in love just YET, but i know for sure that if this keeps going on i will.
I know how strong my infactuation with her is. With just a touch from her, a whisper, or a simple look my breath could get cought in my throat. The butterfly people talk about, i could feel it when i was with her. Even with sex, she made me so nerveous. This morning was a reality check for me. I could loose all of those feelings the moment she walk out of my life. I could loose the opportunity to fall in love for the first time. I sight again and got up from the sofa.
Here i was Waiting for her, and she haven't even sent a text to say she was late or anything. I need to let the idea of her not coming back sink in.
I walked to the kitchen and grab the food on the kitchen counter and walked towards the trash. I wasn't hungry and she couldn't come, so why keep it?. I was standing infront of the trash with the top open when i heard the door bell ring. I stood there thinking about what to do.
Just open the door Lili. I heard my inner thoughts yells at me in union. I put the food in the original place and walked to the front door. I stop to look in the mirror on the walked next to the door to see if i look good.
I went for a comfy look. a tshirt and jeans. That could do it. I walked to the door and opened before the fifth ring landed.
There she was, looking more beautiful than ever in just a simple outfit. Jeans, sneakers and a shirt with a green jacket on top.
"Hi" i said smiling a little.
"Hey" she said with a blank stare in her face.
"Come in" i said and walked to the side to let her in. She came in and walked to the sofa i was just sitting at.
"Im sorry for my lateness, i had to do an interview before coming here. I totaly forgot about it this morning. I didn't text you back cause my phone was off. I just turned on before coming in here." She said and stared back at me..
"Is ok. You can right on time tho" i said.
"Why? You were in your way out?" She ask with a arch eyebrow. I shook my head.
"No, i made dinner. I tho you wouldn't come so i was about to put everything in the trash when you came." She nod.
"Oh.....can i eat something? Im starving" she said and i nodded and motioned for her to follow me back into the kitchen.
"What you made?"
"Pasta" i simply said and walked to where the plates where and took one to fix her a plate. She took a seat i the other side of the counter watching my every move.
After serving her i got a glass and pour her some wine. I put it to the side and she mumble a 'thank you' i nodded and watch her eat.
After like 5 minutes of her eating in silent and me watching her eat her phone rung.
A sight let her lips and she took the call putting it to her ears.
