RIHANNA POV:
Last night aT Rorrey's party i meet a girl that can only be describe as mysterious. We talked, and i have saw a little inside of who she was. And that was, LONELY. It wasn't the fact that she told me about her "ONE FRIEND" but because i saw how she acted in the party. Not even once i saw her talking with no one but my bruh and mike. She never left the bar, and not even there did she talked to one person. That was what drove me to the conclusion that people felt intimidated by her, i mean not even mens went over to her. And i was pretty damn sure it wasn't because her looks. She was nothing short or stunning, but you could almost feel she have a wall pull up, and thats make her seems intimidating, but not for me. I saw me in her. When i started in this business people though i was rude,and that was far from the true. I was shy and observant , i spoke when i was supposed to and smiled when a needed, that is how i been raise. But for people in america that was seems as rude. After Jay Z came to me and talked about what people though about me, i felt hurt.after that i learn that people will think what they want. I change my working mechanism. At work i was Rihanna the singer, and my job was to show up, work and get out, and i did just that. But at home with M and my team, i was robyn. The girl from Barbados who love to sing and do pranks. What i wanted to say was, i have double life. I live two different life that somehow work together. But not everyone knew that, for then to know they need to shared a few hours to see me at work and at home, and not everyone get to do both world with me.
I think she was the same. At the party she was this outcast but on the roof, she was this strong confident women. She has two facades, one for the people out of her world and one for the people in it.
When she got in the elevator next to me she said. "is a little to late to be out here don't you think?" She said that in a casual way. I turned and looked at her.
"The same can be said of you. Why are you running LA streets this late?" She smiled and bit her lip.
"Im not on the street." I looked at her and smirked . Smart ass. She answer my question when i didn't said anything more.
"I was with a friend catching on, you know life" she said that and started picking at her nails. I nod" sounds fun" she smiled.
"It was, and you? Why are you riding the elevator this late?, are you staying here?" I looked at her, not knowing how to answer that.
"I.. I.. I'm not, actually just came to see a friend of mine too." She nod and smiled like she knew something that i didn't.
"Sounds good."she said and looked the other way.
"How's Rorrey? He was supposed to be in a BBQ today and didn't show up. We missed him."i shrug.
"I don't know, haven't talk to him today." She nod and started looking for something in her purse. " So you had a BBQ today and didn't dare to invite me? I feel hurt, i though we were friends" i said that and put a hand over my chest. She laugh a little.
"Good one. But sorry it wasn't mine, it was mike sister " she found what she was looking for, a key.
"Oh, i don't know his sister, but from where did you know her?"
"I met her long time ago, she was the one the introduce me to mike, and i meet Rorrey through mike." She was looking at me now. I nod.
The elevator stop in the ground floor, i walked out first and she was right behind me. Before i reach the door i stop dead in my track.
"Shit!! Im so stupid." I groan. How could i be so stupid i totally forgot to call mike my bodyguard, he was 45 mines away from the hotel. I think she saw the frustration in my face because she came over to where i was.
"Are you ok?" I shook my head. " can i help you with anything, she put a hand on my arm. I looked at her in her eyes, a tender expression met me.
"I forgot to let my bodyguard know i was done. He is a good 45 minutes from here , so i guess i'll have to wait. I don't know what i was thinking." I sight.
