Daddy's Little Girl (h.s)

19. Acquainted

I'm grounded for my whole life. At least that's what my sweet mother said. Oh, how I love coming home. I toss my clothes on the floor and search for my pyjamas. I caress my collarbones, the spot Harry kissed roughly, leaving me weak even after everything. I can't even think straight, All I know is that I want to be with him. I'm acting irresponsible I know but his touch is something out of this world.  I finally get in bed and scroll through my phone.

Why did he stop?
Maybe he loves someone else. But, he said he did not love anyone?

I'm so confused and hurt. I lay on my side and lock my phone. It's weird how life has a endless supplies of surprises. You think you got it all handled then life kicks back in and boom, you don't know anything. But to be honest, I've always made it on my own, and I'm definitely not going to back down now. I let my eyelids close and finally feel myself letting go of reality.

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"Rise and shine"

I hear a voice creeping in my sheets as I turn around and grab onto my pillow harder.

Go away!

I wasn't made for waking up. I was made to sleep forever and forever

And for-

"It's a beautiful morning...."

The voice is getting more clear now, it sounds like a man's voice. What on earth?

I rub my, probably blood shot by now, eyes and slowly flicker them open. As I open them I see a form of someone shaping up.

I blink couple of times and see a big smug on Brian's face.

"Allyson."

Really? Just when I though life couldn't fuck me up more. I guess no one really stays virgin, life fucks as all.

I look at him and roll my eyes, he knows I'm not happy or thrilled to see him.

"You look really stunning. Your hair all messed, drooling like you've been dreaming about a hot dog."

"You really shouldn't ever take a picture when you wake up and title it 'I woke up like this.' I mean you really did wake up like that."

Can he not annoy me any less?

"Are you done insulting me?" I raise my hands to strech.

"I wasn't insulting, I was just stating some facts."

"Okay."

"Have you seen the news?"

"Should I?"

"Go on, turn the tv on."

I raise my one eyebrow and grab the remote that lays next to my head. I put on the TV, while raising the volume. Of course it has to be news about Harry.

I see Harry holding a beautiful girl's hand.

Now he's hugging her.

Kissing her.

Almost eating her.

Wow.

Red hair, cascading in her bare, totally tanned, shoulder and her shining blue eyes could be noticed from far away. It's like Ariel, but she's like the   tanned version.

Daniella.

That's her name.

She plants kisses on his mouth everytime he tries to say something, interrupting him. I read the topic,

"Styles has been hiding his fiancé for a while now."

I gulp as the reality sinks in.

So this is why he refused on me.

This is it.

"Allyson." I hear a whisper coming from the outer world, snapping me back to reality.

I've totally ignored Brian. I turn to look at him, trying not to cry.

I can't explain myself. I have this huge rage inside of me, while my heart tries to pick it's pieces back together. But, why bother? People always say that boys break your heart and all leave you picking up the pieces of your heart, alone. They say that time heals you, you eventually pick all your pieces and manage to put them together.

A healing process.

But what happens when you're not left with broken pieces, what happens when the one who broke you takes the pieces with him. I don't have anything to fix, he took all my pieces. He took my heart, leaving me empty, surprised I can even breathe.

"Allyson."

I stand up and stare brian. My eyes somehow  flicker to his lips. He gets the hint and doesn't hesitate to kiss me on the mouth. He grabs my waist, pulling me so close that I can feels his heart beat.

I know this is the maybe stupidest thing i've done ever, but I don't care.

I mean, I do care.

But I don't care that I care.

I need something to mend my pain, refusing to let my emptiness take over me.

I don't know if this is count as crossing the line...

There's a scary thing about crossing a line, even though you don't know it yet, you've already crossed it.

I pull away from the kiss because all I could think of was Harry's plump lips, the warming feeling when I crash my lips againts his. I can't cope this, I'm so overwhelmed. I never thought I could even be so caught up someone as I am with Harry.

I close my eyes as I see Brian's annoyed expression.

"I gotta go know, but I guess "us" is back." He leaves a small kiss on my cheek and leaves me wondering.

What have I done? What has Harry done?

I can't help but let tears run down my cheeks.

What am I supposed to do now?
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Okay so SORRY everyone! I've been busy... Okay its been almost a year, to be hones I forgot about wattpad 😂
But now I'm back and here's a taste of what's to come!!

It's a short chapter but bare with me because things are about to get wicked ya know what im sayinnnn

Peace out xoxo