Daddy's Little Girl (h.s)

11. Something I never felt

Songs for this chapter; Nikki Flores- Rebel (ultimate favorite song!! x )

A/N SORRY GUYS SORRYYYY. Again, I'm updating so late.. maybe you could all forgive me bc I can be nice sometimes and I well that's it lol

AND HERE IS SOMETHING I WANT TO TELL EVERYONE OMG SORRY FOR THE CAPS

I'm sad bc all the zayn drama and shit. Seriously I get it, him leaving shocked us all and left some wounded etc. But, first of all hurting yourself isn't going to bring him back or help anything, it just makes things worse for you. Second, it's his life, if he wants to go to a another direction then it's our job to support him. Yeah, maybe he said that he wanted to live a normal life then later a song was leaked from him proving he might go toa solo career. So, what? If living a normal life is a having solo career for him, who are we to judge and shame? By all means the whole message from "zayn" could be a message from management, so let's not be quick on that either. Also, at the end of the day, we all know Zayn has a heart bigger than this world and that he still loves us all no matter what <3

He is the same Zayn I've loved since x-factor and I'm going to support him through his solo-career also.(if there is going to be one for that is.)

lol so a bit rant I guess sorry for that.

Anywhore, let's start up the fricking chapter <3

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"Calm down, Al."

"I'm not going to calm down. You're so annoying, why did you answer?"

"Breathe."

"I'm gonna kill-"

"Allyson, honey!" My mother interrupts us, faking a bright smile as she lightly places her hands on my shoulders.

"What are you doing to that poor man?" She whispers into my ear, words full of venom.

Man. You gotta be kidding me.

"Nothing." I almost yell and run upstairs, tightly holding on to my phone. As soon as I get in my room, I quickly dial Harry and wish for the best. I don't know why, I feel like my heart is skipping a beat with every second. Several questions swirl through my mind. What does he think now? Does he hate me even more? Why did he even call in the first place?

"It's me, Allyson." The sound of desperation is clear in my voice as I try to convince Harry. What's with me? Why do I even care about how he is reacting to all of this. This fucking mess, a vine I'm endlessly tangleded into.

"I know. It's says in your caller ID. What do you want?" A rough, raspy voice finally answers after a few deathly seconds.

"Are you mad?" I ask him, clearly testing his limits. Straight to the point, point to you Allyson.

"Mad?" He chuckles, "Why on earth would I be mad?"

"I don't know, I just-"

"You just what, Allyson? Tell me."

A shiver goes trhough my spine as he uses my whole name. It's like my usually poisonous tounge is all tied up. What did I even think? That he would be jealous? He doesn't have a single jealous bone in his body, nor will he ever have one. It's not like he would care enough to be jealous. Care enough? Like he would care even a little. I'm actually breaking my own heart, that I didn't even knew existed anymore, by my own thoughts.

"Well? I'm still hanging on the line and I'd be usually thinking you're dead by now but that awful breathing is driving me nuts."

I almost choke on my own spit as I try to comprehend his words. "Breathing?"

"Yeah. Hasn't anybody told you that you breathe out loud and it annoying the shit out of me all the time, especially now."

...

"Now, you don't have to hold your breath, you'll actually end up dead if you keep on going like that."

"Now this is starting to sound like I'm talking to a brick wall."

"Allyson." His voice deepens as a slight annoyance is evident in his tone.

I laugh, actually laugh like I can't help it. The laugh just comes naturally and I try to cover my mouth so that it would stop but nothing works. My laughter just gets louder and louder as I process his stupidity and everything he is and says.

"You're laughing like that and I haven't even told a joke. Maybe, I could-"

"No. Okay, I'll stop laughing." I chuckle but try to remain calm. " Harry, what happened earlier...." I say with a straight face, "It's just Brian, playing games like he always does. He doesn't really mean anything-"

"Who is this Brian by the way?" He interrupts me and asks the question I'd spend forever to just avoid it

"He's..:" I pause, somehow not wanting to remember everything Brian was and everything he did and didn't.

"Well?"

"My ex."

A short silence passes by before he starts to chuckle.

"You have an ex. Allyson has had a boyfriend?" His tone is playful but somehow feels like it's forced. But, maybe it's all in my head and he really finds my pain and agony funny.

"Wow. I'm amazed. So, you're not virgin, I take?"

"I'm going to hang up now." I snap.

"Save it for later. Maybe, you could help by opening your front door?"

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