24. Leash

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Chris Brown - Open Road ( I Love Her)

Nelly - Just a dream

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

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* Harry's POV*

I lift the glass up to lips, trying to fill my body with alcohol in order to stay awake as Daniella continues talk about her nails.

"So, that's how I ended up getting these scorpions on my nails!" Danielle finally finishes as she sees my exhaustion.

My thoughts don't seem to make any sense. I look outside from the window, as if the answer to all my problems would be there.

"Harry! You're not paying attention to met at all." I lift my head and don't say a word.

"Harry, are you tired of me?" She adds, almost crying.

I don't know,am I?

I mean I have this beautiful girl that every guy is drooling for. This beautiful girl giving attention only to me and never failing to try to make me feel pleased. I don't mean to sound dull, I mean we do have amazing sex and I think there could be something still left, but I'm just not feeling it all the time. I didn't really feel more than attraction towards her, but it's enough to please me and the press. I try to gather my thoughts again and smile at her.

"Of course I'm not, you're amazing, how could I get tired of you? I reassure her, and kiss her on the lips, it's not really a meaningful kiss. I never did anything that really was meaningful

I'm just happy this girl is so easy to handle, I don't need any more complications to my life. Simple and easy is my type. She won't argue that much, she is easy to please and is all about me.

What more would I need? Nothing else. I try to reassure myself as Daniella peeks out of the window.

"Isn't that Shawn's car?" She asks as I take sip from my drink. Ah, I love the tingling feeling I get from this tequila.

"Who cares?" I didn't have anything say to this man.

"He's just piece of shit, don't give any attention to him." I add, not wanting to even see his smug face.

"Okay..." Daniella croaks, looking at me weirdly. "I thought you and Shawn were great friends."

I remain silent and continue to drink.

"Wait, Shawn is with some girl. And it seems like he is forcing her to come out of the car." Finally Daniella says something that gets my attention.

I immediatly run to the window, not being able to resist the sight that was waiting for me.

It's her.

Allyson?

"What the fuck?!" I yell.

"Babe! What's wrong?

"Babe" I hear Daniella screaming as I rush out of the door, slamming it behind me. I don't know what's got into me, but that fucking cunt ain't gonna touch Her. Not on my watch.

As I step outside, I hear shawn yelling," Well, well, well look who is here."


"It's your Prince," Shawn continues and looks at Allyson with that stupid smug on her.

"Let go of her." Is the only thing that leaves my mouth,while trying to avoid any eye contact with Allyson.

" Give me what's mine, I'll give you what's yours." Shawn states and it makes my blood boil.

I hear someone's steps behind me, "What's yours? What is Shawn talking about, Harry?" Daniella asks, obviously not being happy with this situation.

I don't know where to aim my eyes, I'm more confused than I've ever been in my life.

Should I punch Shawn? Should I go and hug Danielle so she doesn't think I'm cheating on her? Should I just ignore everyone and go away? Or should I finally gather the courage and look Allyson in the eyes for the first time in a really long, long time. I'm not kidding, I almost feel like throwing up. This is all really heavy for me to carry.

I breathe in slowly and decide to go with the last option

There she was.

Her eyes firmly locked to mine. Those fucking eyes that got to me every time. Even in this fucking mess, she is the only thing that seems to make sense to me. She makes me feel so warm inside, like nothing else matters in this world. It calms my heart, just a look from her can turn a tornado into calmest thing ever. I can't keep my eyes off of her. She's like the pretties diamond that hasn't been worn by anyone, but yet is the most beautiful of them all. This is the girl that drives me insane. This is the girl that is the hardest girl possible. In a sense that she'll argue with you over anything, never admits that she's wrong and yet never seems to lose the element of surprise. This is the girl that is impossible to please and doesn't really seem to care about me. I'm so used to girl being easy and hanging onto me no matter what. That is what I'm used to and what I like. Or what I thought I liked. She is also the complication that I really don't need and want in my life, but yet in this very moment when I look into her beautiful eyes, in this confusing moment, they are the one's calming my fucked up soul and making sense to me.

I don't say a single word as I grab Allyson's arm and rip her away from Shawn. Shawn tries to fight back, by kicking me hard. I push Allyson behind me and fuck the shit out of Shawn.

"You fucking prick."

"I knew it." Shawn laughs with blood in his mouth.

"She's important." He continues, wiping away the dripping blood.

"Do you want to get more fucked up?" I yell at Shawn.

"Nope, I think the only one that is fucked up is you right here"He answers.


"Because now that I'm sure she's your weakness, you have to give me what is mine or I'll destroy her." Shawn gets back into his car.

And a sudden fear washes over me.

This is the exact reason why I don't get attach to anyone emotionally. This is fucking why. No one can ever know what Shawn has over me, especially not Allyson. If she knew, she'd hate me forever.


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SO basically I had to tell this chapter in Harry's pov but don't get too used to it. It's just this chapter for now XDD

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yours, caroline xxx

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