10. Familiar feeling

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Firestone - Kygo feat Conrad ( this is just too good)

Taken - One Direction ( ahhh memories baby)

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"Brian?" I barely manage to say, fluttering my eyelashes. This thanks giving isn't really giving me any reasons to be thankful.

"It's nice to see you too, Allyson. You look lovely as always."

"Don't use my full name, " I roll my eyes, annoyed that the familiar scent lingers in my house, once again. Captivating all my sensed. The scent of Brian. He takes off his Timberland's, nicely putting them in a corner, as he gets up he raises his eyes just to meet mine. Those blue eyes were quite hard to forget. I remind myself to breathe again as I almost choke. Could it be that deep down inside I still feel something...?

"Easy there, " he taps my back, cold hand sending a shiver down my spine. What is he trying? After all the pain he caused me, he's trying to come back in my life. To do what? To take the last shreds that are left of me? Boy, he was wrong if that was the intentions.

I raise my head at the ceiling wondering what I did to deserve this shit. "Allyson." My mother warns me.

There he is, perfectly sitting and sipping a tea. His golden hair matches with his ocean eyes, as he gets along with my parents and the other guests, like always, he got everyone fooled. But, not me. Not this time.

"Allyson honey, why don't you make us some of the apple pie of yours? Also, Brian says he's missed it a lot." I nod slowly, and decide not to kill them all, especially that douche bag that is wearing a evil smile as a sign of victory. I used to make him apple pie when I still liked him, but maybe this time I could poison it. It's not a bad idea, actually. Yeah, and then end up in jail. I walk up to our kitchen and open the fridge. After I'm done with the dough, I put it in the oven and stare at the clock. 30 minutes. I can just spend it here.

Now I know. I don't love him, that's for sure, but he still has something over me. The moment he stepped in our house, it's like everything I went through because of him, was replayed in my mind and darkness threatened to cover my soul. But, I'm not willing to go to that path again. This time I'm stronger. Or atleast what I can do is to try to be stronger. I owe it to myself, I've been for such a long time. It's time to do something for myself. Yes, me&myself and I.

I don't need another heartless misery. Especially another one caused by the same obnoxious man.

I hear a light knocking, while I'm putting our white apron on.

"Hey." Brian starts, wearing a little unsure expression. He lingers on the doorway, staring at the ground. When did you get so shy? sigh.

"Hey." I call back, tilting my head as I tie the apron, but it suddenly becomes impossible because my hands won't stop from shaking. Keep it together Allyson! It's like everything I just thought to myself suddenly became blurry and hard to remember.

"Wait, let me." Brian utters, turning me around and begins to tie the apron. His cold hands makes contact with my back, the thin fabric of my shirt not protecting me enough. I hold my breath as he continues.

"There."

"Thanks." I turn around and nod, wearing a unsure smile.

"You're welcome." He mutters... "So, tell me how have you been?

He asks me as I begin to mix the powder and baking soda together, I stop in the middle and stare into the wall.

How have I been, you ask? How? Well, if we forget about the countless times I cried for you, felt pain and agony, you could say fine. Fine is a perfect word to describe how you ripped my heart out of my chest and played with it like a child plays with a filthy toy. Didn't you notice me breaking? Falling apart?

"Fine." I manage to say as I search for a spoon.

"You don't seem fine." He finally lets out after a brief silence

"Like you would know that." I snap, and put the dough in the oven, not making eye contact with him.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

It means fuck you.

"Nothing. Just, could leave me alone for a sec?" I bite my lip as I wait for his answer.

Finally. Some peace. I clean myself from the dust and take the freaking apron off. Are apron's allowed to cause that much trouble? Or maybe I'm being a little bit overdramatic.

Brian nods and as he is leaving the kitchen my phone begins to vibrate. Before I land my eyes on it, Brian has it already in his hands. "Harry?"

"Allyson, who's Harry?"

"No one, give me the phone."

Brian holds up the phone in the air, using his height as advantage.

"Brian!"

My endless whining doesn't stop him from answering and all I can imagine is Harry's face as Brian answers my phone.

"Hi, this is Brian. You must be Harry?" I don't hear Harry's answer, but I swear I could just brake into tears now.

"Me? Well, I'm a very important person to Allyson."

"How important, you say? Well, come here and find out. I'll be more than glad to introduce myself."

Well, that was when I lost the last piece of my temper and attacked him. With my teeth and my nails.

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