That High School Love ·Levi x reader·

Well....

Be prepared for a REALLY LONG ASS CHAPTER. Ehhhh couldn't help myself.. Please try to bare with it and read ;-;

Levi's POV:

I glare at the stupid piece of paper that I wrote on. Dammit. How the hell do I apologize for what I did. This is too new for me. I've broken many hearts but this... Is this really what it feels like when you actually care?

For the first time, in many years, I actually feel broken. My chest hurts every time I think about [Y/n]'s face the night before.

I crumple up the paper, rewriting it again. I'm not too sure she will actually agree to meet me. Damn me just ugh I'm hating myself right now.

Now I don't know how I should write it down. Should I explain all my feelings to her all in one note. Or maybe tell her in person. But in person I probably will break down.

I sigh out loud rubbing my temples. I take off my glasses slowly making my way to the kitchen to get a cup of tea. I need to calm my nerves. I've never been this nervous ever since I figured out she was going to live with me. And when I confessed to her. And when I first kissed her.

My hand starts to shake causing me to drop my cup shattering the pieces every where. I groan loudly to myself.

"Are you fucking serious"

I try to pick up the pieces, wincing once I feel a sharp cut on my skin from the glass.

Damn it. I throw the pieces away still thinking about what's going to happen later tonight. Not even tea is helping me out. Then I couldn't go to sleep. Which isn't unusual but I was over thinking how I was going to go to her. I need to do everything I can to get her back.

The door bell rings and I fall off my chair from the unexpected surprise. All of a sudden my heart starts to beat rapidly with excitement. I can't help but think it is probably [Y/n] on the other side of the door.

Before I open the door, I quickly sprint around the living room cleaning up the mess I've created over night. Throwing away the crumpled pieces of paper, shoving the blankets into a nearby closet and try to sweep away the remaining broken pieces of glass under the dining table.

I have a quick argument with myself debating on whether I should check my appearance or not. In the end, I decide not to, thinking it's better if she saw how much of a complete mess I was right now.

I stand in front of the door taking in a shaky breathe. I really hope things will go back to normal.

"Hey Levi.."

"FUCK YOU."

I slam the door shut when I see who it is. What a prick. What a fucking prick.

"Damn I just came Levi and you're already that upset seeing me?"

The tall blonde man enters in without my permission. He calmly removes his shoes off his feet. I guess this is what I get for getting my hopes all fucking high.

"Dammit why did you have to come here? Shitty eyebrows."

I mumble to myself as he sets himself down on the couch beside me. I cross my arms scooting away from the man.
He chuckles, facing me.

"Look, I found out what happened from Hanji and I just wanted to come over to see how you're doing. By the looks of it. You're a shitty mess"

Erwin wiggles his big ass eyebrows at me trying to cheer me up By mocking my sarcastic ways. I look back at him with an obviously annoyed/ pissed off face.