Lillie POV::
Its been about an hour and Craig and I just finished. Now we're both putting our clothes on in and awkward silence. All I can think is I cant believe 'I jut lost my v-card at a party.' I cant tell anyone about this. They'll this I'm some kind of hoe. Hopefully they been so caught up in the party that they didnt notice I been gone for a hour.
"Umm Craig? "
"Yea"
"So what now ?"
"What you mean ?"
"Are we...you know...together?" I ask with my stomach in knots.
"Together ?" he replied knitting his eyebrows.
"Yeah. You said-" I started to explain but was cut off by his chuckle.
"I said this is the kind of stuff girlfriends do. I never said if you did it I would make you my girlfriend"
My heart was instantly crushed. I had just gave him my virginity and he is acting like that doesn't mean anything to him.
"You know what?" I said with tears stinging my eyes " Fuck you"
I hopped up off the bed and sped out of there as fast as I could. I rudely pushed through all the people in the crowd before making my way to the door. I violently swung it open revealing medium brown skinned boy with dreads reaching for the door knob.When he saw he he had a shocked look on his face. We stared at each other for about 3 seconds before I rolled my eyes and shifted my weight to my left foot.
"you alright ma" He said staring at me
"Im fine thanks," I said rolling my eyes trying to get past him
"Really cause your mascara says other wise,"
I didnt even realize I was crying until now. I scoffed "Whatever" was all I could say.
I pushed past him and went to sit on a curb. I pulled out a phone to text my big sister.
LillieBug🐞: can you come pick me up plzzzz
LaiLai💎: Where are u
LillieBug🐞:at a party
LaiLai💎:WHAT PARTY?!
LillieBug🐞:The Rockwood Elite Jr. Kappa Party
LaiLai💎:Ughhh Im omw
LillieBug🐞:They wont let u in to the community without an invitation imma meet you at the entrance
LaiLai💎: Where ?
LillieBug🐞:Sonnybrook
I looked up from my phone waiting for her to text me back but less than 5 seconds later my attention was turned back to my phone by vibrating and Milk Marie by Rich Homie Quan signaling that someone was calling me. I look down at my phone to see LaiLai flashing across my screen followed by a flower emoji. I swiped the green icon across the bottom of the screen accepting the call and put the phone to my ear but before I could say hello, her voice boomed through the receiver making me jump a little.
"What the hell are you doing in Sonnybrook?!"
She wasnt just my big sister but she was also my maternal figure after my mother check out when my dad left. He found out that my mom was having an affair and our youngest sister Lia wasnt his. Later that week he filed for divorce. I think I heard my sister mention that he has a new family in San Diego and a step-daughter about my age but I didnt really care to much to look into it. I was yanked out of my thought by my sisters voice. How the hell did i forget that i was on the phone.
"Helloooo I'm not talking to my damn self"she said impatiently
"I-I-I'm at a p-party" I said trying to sound as solid as possible.
"Why are you crying" She said almost immediately. She knew me like the back of her hand.
"Im not" I said as convincing as possible. I knew she didnt buy it one bit because there was a long pause making me think she had hung up on me.
"Lai-"
"Im coming to get you. I'll be there in 15 minutes and be ready to tell what happened."She said sternly. I knew there was no use in fighting, so I just hung my head low and sighed before softly saying "Ok" and hanging up the phone. After five minutes of thinking about how stupid I was for trusting Craig. I slow stood up and began the walk to the SunnyBrook entrance gate but before I could make my second step. I had ran into something. I looked up to discover that the something I ran into was actually a someone....The boy from earlier at the door.
"Excuse you" I said rolling my eyes and walking around him.
"Wait" he called after me but I kept walking the last thing I needed was to be talking to a boy when one just hurt my feelings like that. I just wanted to go home and go to sleep. I sped up hoping he would go away but in stead I heard his foot steps getting closer and closer meaning he was jogging after me. By this time I wanted to see what he wanted to say so badly that he would chase after me.
"Just give me two minutes" He said lightly grabbing my wrist
"Fine ONE minutes" I said as I turned around folding my arms across my chest and shifting my weight to my left side.He chuckle and shook his head before saying "Do you always stand like that?" I rolled my eyes a little.
"Tick Tock Tick Tock-"I said look down at my watch.
"Ok Ok Ok"He said causing me to stop.He sighed before saying
"Look I know your upset right now and dont really want to talk to any one right now but under the Niagara Falls of mascara I can tell your a really beautiful girl and under all that eye rolling and arm crossing, I think you have a beautiful ppersonality to match"
I squinted my eyes and tilted my heart to the side as if I was asking 'where are you going with this'
"Maybe I can give you my number and you call whenever you want to go get some froyo or something"
"Oh No" I said trying to walk away "I just got my felling crushed by a boy..the last thing I need is to be giving my number to another one" I was about to walk away but he grabbed my wrist turning my back around.
"I'm not him...I'll never hurt you" He said smoothly. I examined him trying to figure him out.
"Promise?" I asked sounding like a five year old. He just chuckled and shook his head
"Really?" he said raising his eyebrows.
"Do you promise or not?" I said impatiently. He flashed his smile revealing his pearly white teeth.
"Pinky Promise" He said sticking out his pinky. I locked my pinky with his and kissed the side of my hand as he did the same. I gave him my phone and he put his number in it and gave it back. 'Big Daddy' It said with a purple heart emoji. I slaightly chuckled at it and looked up.
"Dig Daddy?" I said smirking and raising my eyebrow
"Yeah. It got a ring to it" He said smiling
"Mhm I gotta go Big Daddy" I cooed turning around walking away
"I never caught your name" I said quickly
I turned my head slightly with my back still turned "Lillie" I said nonchalantly.
"Milo" He said just as nonchalantly as I did.
"Mhm" I said making my way down the street. I had completely forgotten that I had to face my big sister and now my stomach was in knots I decided I was going to tell her the ENTIRE story.
Heyyyy Guys...Sorry Its late. I decided that I'm going to Put Urban Princesses On Hold and update this story Every Monday Wednesday and occasional Saturdays depending on my dance schedule. Milo in the MM and Lillie Next. Stay Tuned.
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