Family From the Start (Destiel AU)

Make It Up To You

•••Cas' Pov•••

"I love you." I said leaning into Dean as we sat watching Unnatural.

"I love you too." He looked at me and j smiled. My eyes drifted to his lips and I leaned in meeting him with an open mouthed kiss. He opened his mouth and let me slip my tongue in. I moved into his lap and tangled my fingers in his hair.

I pulled away and moved to his neck. He moved his hands up my shirt slowly, moving his fingers along my abs before booking them in my belt loops. I smirked.

Then I remembered what happened between me and Daniel. I pulled away and took my seat next to him again.

"What's wrong?" He asked placing his hand on my arm.

"Dean, I need to tell you something." I admit.

He looks at me concerned and his face nearly kills me.

"Something happened yesterday." I bit my lip. "This guy from school, David, came over to drop off my work and.....he kissed me." I said and looked away from him.

He stayed quiet and I forced myself to look at him.

"Did you kiss back?" He asked.

"Dean-" I started.

"Castiel, Answer my question." He glared at me and I signed.

"For only a second. I didn't even realize it! Baby, Please don't be mad at me." I pleaded him and touched his arm. He pulled away from me and stood up.

"Do you like him?" How could he be asking this?

"No! Is he hot? Yes! Is he nice to me? Of course! Do I like him? Hell no! Dean I love you! Only you! I'm yours." I got up and grabbed his face. I pulled him to me and kissed him. He kissed back and hugged me to him.

"It'll never happen again right?" He asked against my lips.

"Never." I say kissing him again. He nodded.

I take his hand and lead him back to my bed. He sits down and scoots back so his back is against the wall. He pats wthe spot next to him and I smirk. I crawl on the bed and sit in front of him.

"Can I make it up to you somehow?" I ask and slide a hand along his thigh.

"Cas let's not." He says.

"Why?" I whined.

"I'm not in the mood." He said and grabbed the remote.

When the hell was Dean not in the mood? He was always kissing me and cuddling me. He always wants to be close to me and when I offer a hand job he's not supposed to just deny me.

"You're mad at me." I state.

"Yes Castiel. I'm mad at you." He looks at me sternly.

"Dean I said I didn't like him and that I love you. How long are you going to pout?" I cross my arms.

"You think you can say that and it makes it go away? No Cas that's not how it works. You kissed him." He says.

"Fine." I reply without breaking contact.

"Fine." He says not looking away.

In that second I leaned forward quickly and slammed my lips into his roughly. He kissed back immediately. This is how everything ends with us and it's great.