Friday, December 11th, 2015;
I recognize it. That feeling. The butterflies, the jealousy, the heat and the cold.
I know what it is.
I think I love him.
No.
I love him.
And everytime he touches me, I'm happy. Everytime he looks at me, I want to smile. Everytime he's gone, I'm sad. Everytime he helps me, everytime he tries, everytime he's mad, everytime he's there, at my side, every single time.
I love Dan.
With all my mind, my heart, my might.
He's my best friend.
He's my first priority.
He's the only one.
How didn't I notice that?
Probably because I kept ignoring my true feelings torwards him, or because I'm just stupid.
How didn't I notice that I feel even more for him, that I did for her?
I could live with him forever, and even after. I could hug him until I die. I could spend all eternity at his side. I could watch him do almost everything, everywhere. I just want to be his, I want him to be mine, and help each other, help the others, be ourselves and die happy.
I don't know if I should tell him. He'd be mad. And I prefer staying his best friend for a while instead of breaking our friendship just because of my stupid feelings. But it would make me feel so lighter to confess, and well, there might a chance of me to be his boyfriend.
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