Monday, October 5th, 2015;
My psychologist said that my text was 'awesome' and 'reflected an hidden part of my mind'. That makes me think of StarWars, like I got a dark side. Or maybe she's talking about the autism. That's confusing. She also showed it to her husband, an unknown writer, and she said that he found it good and surprising, but I could be better with more practice. I still write a little, but I'm not really inspired. I don't know what to type on the keyboard, I have no idea, really. Maybe I could do something more innocent this time, that I could show to my niece. I don't know.
It's been a while since I didn't see my family, and I need to talk to Martyn about mom anyway, maybe also about my autism, if he listens to me this time.
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I replied to Chris. He told me that he was sorry and that he shouldn't have done this, I just replied that I wasn't mad, I just need time. I really do.
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Dan cried. He's feeling down, he misses the times when we were young and closer. He misses when we weren't that popular, when we didn't have that much pressure on our backs. I miss those times too. When we could hug and never be awkward, before I did all those things I shouldn't have. I miss when we were careless and foolish, but so happy in our illusions.
One arm over his shoulder, my eyes looking into his, he cried and I smiled.
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Dear Sweet Love - Phan
FanficDear Sweet Love, Someone told me once that I would find you, but I think this person was wrong. You fooled me many times. Can you have mercy? I want answers. Do you really exist? Are you just, fake? Brutal? Viol...
