Hey guys it's Dean back with another authors note. Since I tell you guys everything I thought I would tell you something really personal. As you guys may know I do cut but recently I have been clean for 2 years. 2 years ago I met my best friend. Now she is the person that kept me clean and made sure to check me to make sure I didn't do anything. She is the only person I know irl that knows about me being genderfluid and bisexual. Today she had messaged dmed me over my personal Instagram that I was a fag, bitch, cunt, whore, and a bunch of other rude things (I hate using these words. I'm cringing/dying/crying/shaking writing this). When I got home I locked myself in my room and I cried. I couldn't take it and I found my old blade and cut. I relapsed today. I thought I would tell you guys because I pretty much tell you guys everything. Wattpad is where I have true friends who think it's okay for me to be me. I'm not strong but I will be strong for you. I love you all and stay strong. Anyways, until next time.
Dean
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The SidePack book
RandomThis is just a random book about 2 gaming groups. "The Pack" and "The Sidemen"! They both are absolutely amazing groups and I love them both dearly!
