A Holiday Gone Wild (Lawson/The Wanted)

Part 37

Shania's POV

I woke up suddenly as I was feeling queasy. I lifted up my head to see Andy lying next to me. Huh, strange.

I then looked at the clock which was on the bedside table to read the time. 4.23am.

Suddenly I felt a horrible trickle down my leg. I sat up instantly and leant over and flicked the bed light on. I saw a massive blood stain on the sheet.

What on earth is happening?

I shook Andy and he did a little groan.

'Andy, please help, something's wrong!'

He sat up and rubbed his eyes to adjust to the light. He looked down and shock was written all over his face.

'Quick, let’s go, hospital!' He said trying to stay calm.

Jay was with Ryan so I suppose he would be alright.

Andy lifted me up and ran to reception asking for a car to borrow.

Immediately a man came over leading us to his car and drove straight away to the hospital. Andy said thanks to the guy and ran straight into reception carrying me in bridal style.

I was taken immediately into a maternity room that look very similar to the one for my ultrasound. I was stripped out of my stained clothes and into a hospital gown. I lied down on the bed with Andy sitting in the chair beside me. The doctor applied very cold jelly onto my stomach.

I looked up onto the screen to see my little baby there.

I glanced over to the doctor to see him have a concerned look on his face.

He left the room just leaving me and Andy alone. Water began to fill my eyes.

Andy: 'Hey Shania, don't worry everything is alright' he tried to comfort me but all the negative thoughts were coming into my head.

The doctor came back in moments later with a young nurse.

He gave me a weak smile before he started talking.

'When I was looking at your baby, I noticed no sign of movement, I checked for the baby's heart beat at there was no sign of beating, I'm awfully sorry, but I'm afraid you've lost your baby'

Tears were flooding down my face like Niagara falls. I've just lost my baby.

Andy came and lied next to me while I cried in his chest. He was rocking me slowly trying to comfort me. The young nurse was giving me advice but I wasn't listening. I've just lost my child and she's giving me advice?!

After half an hour of crying I decided to go back to the hotel. I was given some fresh clothes to get changed into. I said thanks to the doctor and me and Andy walked out with our arms linked together. He was such a nice guy to me.

Me: 'Wait..'

Andy: 'What is it?'

Me: 'I need to tell Nathan'

He nodded in agreement. Andy passed me his phone and I began to ring Nathan. Although it will be late at night in England I needed to tell Nathan.

He didn't pick up the first time therefore I rang again. Then he picked up.

N: 'Hello?'

M: 'Nath it's Shania'

N: 'Hey Shania? Everything alright? How's America?'

M: 'Nathan I have to tell you something important'

N: 'Shania what's going on?'

M: 'Nathan..   I've lost the baby'