The Letters: A Dance Moms Fanfiction

Paige Mackenzie Hyland: Anorexia, Letters 3,4,&5

Letter 3

Dear Diary,

I haven't eaten barely anything the past couple of days. I had to eat the occasional something though to keep me from completely dying. And to keep my family at ease.

They've noticed that something is going on, but they can't figure out why. I don't plan on telling them. They'd only try to convince me that I need psychological help.

Nothing is wrong with me.

I just need to be skinny.

If only they could see that.

Kisses,
Paige Mackenzie Hyland
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Letter 4

Dear Diary,

Brooke hasn't been doing well lately. She's had depression since freshmen year, but it's never been as bad as it is now. Normally, she'd be happy and playing games with me or yelling at Josh.

But, she's not. And it's really worrying me.

I understand what's happening though. We made a pact. But overall, she's not doing well.

I know what outcome is coming for both me and her.

I just don't want to be there to witness it. Or for her to subject herself to the thing that's killing her.

Kisses,
Paige Mackenzie Hyland
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Letter 5

Dear Diary,

I'm getting so skinny.

I can see my ribs clearly through any T shirt that I wear. I don't have my happy personality anymore.

Hopefully this is what Trey wants. He says he likes blonde haired, blue eyed, skinny girls. I'm almost at his standards.

But, I can still see a piece of fat hanging on for dear life on my stomach. And it needs to leave.

Now.

Kisses,
Paige Mackenzie Hyland

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Hello babes! Did you enjoy this part of Paige's letters?

I have a question: I just recently got a periscope and they seem pretty amazing. Since you can live stream, I was thinking. Would guys want me to do a live stream on periscope and would you guys watch it?! I could answer questions, play games, and do whatever. Also, you'd finally see my face, which is awesome. (I don't show my face for privacy reasons but you know.) Let me know if you guys would watch my live stream and let me know if I should do one down below!

Love you guys so freaking much!😘😘

#suicideisnottheanswer