The Letters: A Dance Moms Fanfiction

Nia Sioux Frazier: Bipolar Disorder, Letters 6,7,&8

Letter 6

Dear Diary,

It's official. I hate high school.

I'm sure lots of teenagers say it, but they haven't gone through anything to make them truly hate it.

I, on the other hand, have been through so much that I have developed a loathing for high school.

I used to love it. Hey, I was the girl who made straight A's! I was the girl who got a 32 on her ACT her freshman year! I was the girl who won the national spelling bee! I had EVERYTHING going for me! Academically, anyway.

Then, my emotions decided to ruin my life, therefore ruining my high school life.

Have I mentioned how much I hate high school?

See you soon,
Nia Sioux Frazier
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Letter 7

Dear Diary,

My mom hates me. She really does. I can't even believe she would consider something like this for me!

She attempted to talk me into going to a school for people with bipolar disorder so I could, as she called it, "get my emotions back in line"!

She knows that I have been taking medicine like a drug addict! She knows that I have been through so much bullying because of it! She KNOWS that I have done everything that I could possibly do to get my emotions and mind right!

AND I DO IT AND GO THROUGH THESE THINGS FOR HER BENEFIT! NOT ME! HER!

I constantly take medicine for HER! Not for me!

Because she's embarrassed to have a psychopath daughter!

What gives her the right to consider this?!

I'm very close to getting out of here. I can't do it anymore.

See you soon(maybe),
Nia Sioux Frazier
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Letter 8

Dear Diary,

I had a mental breakdown at school.

It couldn't have been prevented. It was coming anyway.

People were being mean to me, throwing things, calling me names, telling me to go kill myself, and other things.

Then, Amanda turned on me. She claimed that the bullies began to bully her because she was friends with me. So she joined them. She began to taunt me.

That's when I finally snapped.

I broke down, sobbing and screaming things at everyone. I hadn't ever done anything like that.

But I was provoked.

Good thing I'm going to die tomorrow.

See you soon,
Nia Sioux Frazier
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