Madison Nicole Ziegler: Guilt, Letter 10

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Dear Mom,

Your final daughter. Gone. Your favorite daughter. No longer breathing.

How does it feel? Does it hurt? Are you excited? Depressed? Overjoyed?

You know what? Don't answer that. I don't care about your feelings.

When Mackenzie died, you acted as if nothing had happened. You continued to live like your daughter just hadn't killed herself.

You treated Mackenzie horribly. When she needed you, you brushed her off like some annoying bug that kept pestering you. But she really needed you, Mom.

And you just pushed her away.

At least I regret the bad decisions that I made. At least I'm actually sorry for hurting her.

I'm sure you're wondering why I'm no longer here with you.

The guilt. It was too much for me too handle. I basically murdered my sister. I might as well have just tied the rope around her neck for her.

I'm not sorry for what I did. Dying, I mean. This is what I deserve.

Mackenzie should have lived. We shouldn't have pushed her away.

If anything, we deserved to die.

Goodbye forever,
Madison Nicole Ziegler
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This is it!!! The last letter I will be writing! It's so bittersweet omg!

I'm almost updating, I promise. Just bear with me a little longer lol. The roller coaster is almost over.

You can do it!

Love you guys!😘😘

#suicideisnottheanswer

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