your bones - healy

14. You're stupid

"Matty asked if you want anything to eat."

Way to go Matty, who's the the immature one now. You can't even ask me yourself. I stare blankly at her as she stands there with a cup of tea in her hand, impatiently and carelessly. "I'll pass," was all that came out. I decided that it was time I go our or something. I thought as I laid on the couch watching Amelia walk away. Yes I know I'm being really rude and trust me this side of me rarely comes out. It's just that people's stupidity makes me have an outburst. They need to understand that not everything ends with an happily ever after. Ha, hate to break it to them but this is reality. The couch I surprisingly slept on overnight had made my back stiff and sore making it uncomfortable to stand up. I stretch my arms out, heading towards the bathroom and closing the door behind me then starting the shower. No hot water was bathing me, thanks Amelia.

I got dressed putting on my coat as I remembered when Matt said that it will be cloudy for the next three days. The kitchen was quiet making me wonder what was happening once again. He's literally the most stupidest human alive right now, making me laugh to myself. Even though I have most likely lost my chances with Matt I usually just say that things happen for a reason, right? Anyways, I proceeed my temporary escape from this hell hole when Matt comes out of no where. Bloody awesome, I stare at him pathetically. "What do you want now?"

"I want to know why you think that you're leaving."

"Because I'm an actual human who can do what they want, not a caged animal."

"Who said you were caged?"

"So you're saying I can leave?"

Matt stands there staring at me directly in the eye, in complete silence. I hadn't even noticed how close we were which caused my breath to hitch, but then Amelia came to mind.

"How about Amelia keeps you company, I'm sure you'll want hers more than mine."

"Damn it, Ari! You need to stop being so immature about this! The world doesn't just freaking evolve around you, you know. I can't believe how selfish you're being right now."

Matt scoffs after blowing his head off at me. As much as I hate to admit that he's right, I am being ridiculously selfish. All I could do was stare at him speechless, my mouth moved but nothing came out. So I left slamming the door close. This is bullshit, everything is slowly falling apart. I bet that when the company finds me, Matt wouldn't care because now he's reunited with his long lost love I'm nothing. I remember when he had told me that I reminded him of her. That was the day that I was the one to kiss him. Stupid Ariana...

Matty's POV

I'm starting to regret my decisions now. Is it really worth loosing Ariana? Sure, I'm living with someone who I was deeply in love with, and still is. This is seriously screwed up, Matt maybe your brain isn't working. Amelia's humming put me out of my trance. Ugh, here I am with someone I don't want to be with. I wish I could've ran after Ariana and kissed her, telling her everything will be alright. But that was something I questioned myself. To be honest, I don't think the whole "Matt your brain isn't functioning properly" thing isn't the whole reason she is pissed off. Now I come to think of it there must be another reason. Hahahahhaha oh my god.

She's jealous!!

I placed my pen on the nightstand as I put away my journal. It's literally been 11 hours that she's been gone. I knew that she needed sometime to breathe and cool off her mind, but really 11 freaking hours! That's literally nuts. The company could've caught her, she could've been kille- Jesus Christ why did I let her go out! What if it's the whole Amelia thing all over again. I can't have this happen twice, it's a twisted sick game.

"Matty babe, why do you even bother? Give the girl her time."

"11 hours was enough and we're still counting!"

I walked out of the room onto the balcony and pulled out a cigarette, lighting it up. I inhaled and exhaled the smoke.

Damn, I sound like a creepy stalker. It's now been two hours making it what, one in the bloody morning? Those two hours consisted of having a smoke with Amelia and mumbling to myself that she's gone. You know what, I don-

"Haha, okay whatever Adam. See you around."

My head slowly turns to see a drunk woman. I threw my third cigarette on the floor, put it out, and immediately made my way to Ariana.

"Where the hell have you been?! You've had me going crazy!"

"I was out."

"Really? That's it?"

She rolls her eyes and places the lit cigarette in her mouth inhaling it deeply. What the hell, first of how long did she have that and secondly she smokes? She exhales the smoke and takes off her shoes then to the balcony. All I did was stand there like an idiot and as much as I hate to admit, this side of her was pretty fit but right now her charm isn't the reason I've been going practically bonkers. I follow her out onto the balcony, she stares.

"I think you need a smoke."

"Not really."

She shrugs then puts out her cigarette walking away. She's got to be kidding me. I grab her wrist gently turning her around so that she can face me.

"Ariana, please stop running away. This is serious."

"Sure, doesn't seem serious. Look babe, I got over the whole thing okay. You can stop bringing it up now."

"I find that hard to believe. I know that it's not my stupidity that you're mad about."

"You're right," she pauses. "I really liked my privacy and now I don't have my own ro-"

"Wow babe. Cut the act, you're jealous."

That's when she burst out laughing which only made me angry. I'm not being stubborn or anything, but I'm right; it's the only obvious reason and for her to laugh at my stupidity. Two can play at that game.

"Yeah, that's so funny? If that's not the reason then what is it?"

Ariana quickly shuts up making me scoff. Exactly.

"Even if it was true, it wouldn't matter. You even said that I remind you of her, well there you go. She's here so now there's no need for me to be here now you've got Amelia."

"I don't want her though. As much as you both are similar, you're both completely different. I want you."

All Ariana did was stand there making me regret the words coming out of my mouth. No, she's definitely going to leave for good now. This would be just a great time to give up. "Look Ariana, I didn-" She cut me off by kissing me which I gladly returned. Let's just say things got heated quickly but she pulled away. Making me remember that she was drunk. Ari must've noticed because she just smirks and walks away, making me confused as hell.

Man this girl is a chase.

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sorry I haven't updated in years lmao