~ Prologue ~
There I was. Standing there abandoned. Standing there on the side of the freeway. Pregnant. I didn’t know what to do. I just got kicked out of my father’s car while it was still moving rapidly. It did hurt, I’ll admit that, but what hurt even more was my past that had led up to all the bullshit that had just gone down.
My life has been officially blown into smithereens right about now.
Let me tell you about my dad. Loony in the brain. He isn’t a drinker, never really was to be honest. My mother just past about 3 weeks ago. Ever since then things faded downhill for us. Dad went absolutely nuts.
Before everything went upside down things were great and I frankly don’t think they could’ve gotten better. My mother was an amazing lady. She made my father a good man. The both of us looked up to her. Even in the worst of moments she had a set look on life. She believed that no matter what everything was going to turn out great and “with every uphill comes a downhill” she would always say.
We loved her.
About a month or so before she died she found out she had aids. I still don’t know how she got the sexually transmitted disease but anyhow... In complete hell she still said that everything will play out fine and she took care of us even in a hospital bed.
I miss her more than anything.
And as for the growing being inside my stomach… don’t ask.
All I can tell you right now is that I just found out I was pregnant and my father found the pregnancy test in the trashcan and drove me all the way down here, almost five hours from ‘home’.
I had no idea in the world where I could’ve been! From the look of it, maybe on city limits? I don’t know.
