~ Leaving ~
Waking up from a nightmare like that wasn’t very easy for me to do.
I watched everything happen as if I were god. I was watching from above and beyond.
Something in my mind ordered me to get out of underneath the blankets.
I walked to the hallway mirror.
I looked like a pig-sty.
I tried to fix my hair.
I managed to flatten it a little. I still looked horrid.
Why would a nightmare like that occur?
That question arose in my head so many flickering times I couldn’t even count.
It had to have happened for a reason, right?
I sat on my blanket and just thought silently.
Harry caught my eye. He was sound asleep. How long had I been asleep? Everyone else was passed out... Obviously a long time.
Harry was so perfect when he slept. Slight quiet snores fumbled out from his lips.
His body was facing me.
I wonder what he was dreaming about. Probably a good dream because there wasn’t a single stir from him.
He looked so peaceful.
I didn’t deserve to be here.
I had to leave.
The nightmare had to have been a sign. A warning. I must go.
I stood up and left to the guest bedroom.
I took one last look and left.
I walked back down to Liam’s room.
“Thank you so much Liam. You’ve helped me sooooo much. I’ll miss you.”
I leant down and kissed Liam’s cheek.
I tiptoed out of his room to Zayn’s.
“I’ll miss you and your girly ways.” I whispered, leant down and kissed his forehead gently.
I walked back down the hall to Harry and them.
First, Louis.
“You are such a goof...” I giggled quietly taking in his weird position.
I bent down and kissed his cheek.
Next was Niall.
“I’m really going to miss you Niall. You were my protector. You’re a great guy. Don’t ever lose that. Don’t turn out like my father.” I finished and kissed his nose softly.
Last was Harry.
“I’m going to miss you most of all. I may be only fourteen but I think you made me a better person. You better not turn out to be an ass later on! Bye.” I said sadly.
I leant down and kissed his lips gently.
I didn’t expect it when he kissed me back. I yanked myself away.
His eyes opened suddenly.
“Oh my... Phoebe? What was that for?” Harry
wondered.
“I don’t know, I didn’t know you were awake.” I whispered trying not to wake any others.
“So you decided to kiss me?” He asked playing a cheeky smirk.
I was now embarrassed. “You kissed me back.” I whispered.
He nodded.
“I like you.” He said out of nowhere.
“What do you mean?” I asked.
“I think you’re different. Most girls don’t have the guts to say what you say and do what you do and I like that.” He complimented.
“Then I like you too.” I smiled. He smiled back.
“Plus you aren’t that bad of a kisser either.” He chuckled. I playfully punched him.
“Go to bed Haz.” I giggled quietly.
“Fine mum.” He teased.
It took a few minutes but eventually he was asleep once again.
As soon as he was unconscious I stood back up and walked down the entry way.
I whispered one last goodbye to everyone.
“Sweet dreams guys.” I whispered.
I opened the door and fled the house.
I ignored the tears threatening to fall.
I just started sprinting.
I was gone.
