~ Serenity Ember Gibble~
I was just lying there naked for hours.
It was pitch black out here and I was just lying there with memories of what had happened with that drunken man.
My pregnancy was now two and a half months along.
Was I really a whore? A slut? Fucked up? Damaged goods?
What had I done to deserve all of this?
Why does this always happen to me?
I thought it was over when I met One Direction but I was obviously dead wrong.
Dead?
Would it be better off if I was dead?
Or maybe I already am dead and in hell?
I should die.
Now...
“What’s wrong with you?!” Something yelled in my head. “You’re way stronger than that! You know better!” The voice shouted at me.
It sounded like my mom.
“Mom?” I asked aloud.
“Mom? Are you there?” I asked desperately.
“Mom, I need you.” I started to cry.
I saw her face.
Mom’s face was in my mind.
She looked so happy.
“Mom?” I wondered.
“Stand up, sweetie.” She said.
Then her face was replaced by Niall’s.
“You got this, babe. Just stand up and start walking. Walk to me.” He said.
“Niall?” I asked.
“Walk to me.” Niall ordered.
I started to sit up.
I reached my hand out, trying to touch him.
“You can touch me once you walk to me.” He teased.
I smiled.
Louis’ face popped into my mind next.
“Wow... you look horrible. You got blood everywhere. Don’t worry; I’ll fix you up and looking fine when you walk to me.” He joked.
I grinned.
“Hey, you’re missing a tooth.” Louis stated.
My tongue searched and found a gap where one of my teeth should be.
“Walk to me, my little carrot sensei.” Louis summoned.
I started walking in the direction of their flat.
“Can you run to me?” Niall asked.
I started walking faster.
My legs were in terrible shape though.
“Come on, run to me.” Mother said.
The words “run to me” kept being said.
I began running.
It hurt like a bitch but I wouldn’t stop until I got to my destination.
I started to sprint as fast as I could once the flat became in my eyes blurry view.
I barged right through the door.
I wasn’t sprinting or running, but I was limping like crazy.
