words for the wind

I

a/n: this will be very short. just had some late night writing urges.

disarray

your only problem is that you don't know what you deserve.

you scream without letting yourself cry.

you don't compensate for what you lose, and you tend to lose a lot.

your mind is volatile, while your actions are sustained.

worst of all, your thoughts are possessive, and it seems you can't escape them.

and I think your worst mistake of all, was letting your sadness consume you.

because when you did that, you lost your control.

and it was only a matter of time, before you lost yourself entirely.

now mirrors are shattered

and hands are shaking.

blood is escaping

from the wrists that are battered.

sirens are ringing

with only the sound of a heart beating.

who knew we were capable of such disaster?

and after all of this, I understand why people go mad.

sometimes the mind is a terrible place.

but I believe that one day you'll make peace

with all of the things that helped destroy you.

the turmoil in your mind will pass,

and the havoc in your heart will resolve.

just not today, because you still have so much more to lose.

and I hope one day you find

where you belong

and I hope you never look back.

because the sky is expecting you

and it keeps calling your name.