One Last Chance-Louis Tomlinson

Chapter 2~One Last Chance~

Okay so today I found the funniest post ever on tumblr it went like this,

I JUST BURNT MY HAND ON MY LAMP TRYING TO TURN IT OFF LAMPS SHOULD NOT BE HOT ENOUGH TO GIVE YOU THIRD DEGREE BURNS THIS IS BULLSHIT.

maybe if you’d go outside and used natural sunlight instead of running your lamp for 13 hours straight, this wouldn’t happen :)

OH I’M SORRY IT’S 3:38AM LET ME JUST WAKE UP THE SUN SO I CAN SIT OUTSIDE WITH MY SKINLESS BURNT HAND AND BASK IN THE GLORY OF NATURAL DAYLIGHT.

And I was laughing so hard and the persons reply to using natural daylight.

LET ME JUST WAKE UP THE SUN SO I CAN SIT OUTSIDE WITH MY SKINLESS BURNT HAND AND BASK IN THE GLORY OF NATURAL DAYLIGHT.

                                                                              ~'Louis'~

"Niall was he awake the whole night?" I heard a voice whisper, "I don't know, I went to bed a little bit after he got back from drinking, But it's not like it is a surprise to you because he has been staying awake all night like this for the past month." Another voice whispered back.

It's not like I was asleep, they were just trying to keep their conversation on the down low from the hallway."Louis?" a voice said allot more clearer and louder, I answered with a 'hmmm'

I looked over and there was Liam and Niall once I looked over a look of shock hit Liam's face, "Louis you really need to sleep, the area under your eyes look like someone punched you and you-your skin......it is really, Pale." He said stretching out the 'really'.

"Well, I needed to tell you that we have to go to an interview in an hour." He finished, "An interview?!" I exclaimed furrowing my brows together.

We haven't had an interview since.........the incident.

"Why do they want a bloody interview, We haven't been doing anything at all lately since they canceled the tour." I said, "I didn't know about it either until this morning when Simon called, So put some concealer or something under that eye of yours and get ready." Liam said while yawning.

"Whatever." I said sighing and standing up to go to the bathroom. I feel like I have been taking a long sigh for two months. I have just been sighing non-stop.

Why do I need to put concealer under my eye, whats the point, Why do I even need to look decent anymore. And why would Liam think I even own concealer. Makeup is the stylists job.

I walked into the bathroom locking the door behind me.I looked into the mirror.And I have to admit, I do look terrible. But I don't really give a crap anymore about what people think of me.

I don't really give a crap about anyone anymore.

I have just been feeling, depressed and upset. The person who shot Harry never really had a reason I guess. He just wanted, like every other person who causes crime, Attention. 

They think of it as a game. A sick and stupid game. To see who can cause the most attention to their crime. And I guess, Murdering a guy, mind you the most popular guy, from the worlds most successful boy-band would cause quite allot of attention.

And the media gives them exactly what they want, Attention. They talk about him all the freakin time now and days. But I don't even think they know his name. What a world I live in.

 I turned the faucet on and filled my palms with water, splashing it onto my face, instantly refreshing.  I heard a knock on a door then a voice saying, "Louis were leaving in fifteen minutes.", Liam.

Liam seems to be the only one out of all of the lads who acts, pretty much the same, except he isn't as playful as he used to be. He now acts more grown-up. Like most people see's him as, the 'dad'.

After I was done in the bathroom I slumped over to my room and threw on whatever t-shirt that my hand went to first and a pair of jeans."Louis were leaving!" Zayn called out through the Hotel room. I grabbed my phone from my bed and walked out from my room. My head still hurt from a headache that I've had since I woke up so when Zayn yelled out that were leaving it just made my head pound even more.

 Once I stepped out from the room I saw a whole bunch of security guards waiting in the lobby downstairs, Right.

They tripled the security.

They fired Paul much to our dismay, because they thought he could've saved Harry if he was trying hard enough.Now they have a whole bunch of strangers here to 'protect us'. Please, we are all grown men. Regular grown men out in the world don't need security guards. And Liam and Zayn both took boxing.

There weren't any screaming girls like there normally was when we stepped out from our rooms, I guess since we aren't One Direction anymore, the fans lost interest.

I guess Zayn's worst nightmare came true then.

I felt a nudge on my left shoulder, I looked over and there was Niall offering out a granola bar to me. I shook my head, I wasn't hungry. It feels like I have just completly lost my appetite. A look of worry flashed through his face before shrugging and taking a bite out from it.

I looked over and saw Zayn yawning and Liam going through his duffel bag. Niall was just taking small bites out from his granola bar while leaning on the railing. I guess we were all waiting for the elevator.

I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket, I pulled it out and Eleanor's face flashed on the screen. "Hello." I answered glumly, "Louis, How are you?, you sound sick." She said, "I'm fine Eleanor I'm just tired that's all." I said.

"Louis have you been getting enough sleep lately, When I called Liam he said you have really bad under eye circles, You need to eat too because when I was texting Niall he said that you haven't been eating lately either." She said, "Why can't you just call me and ask me how I'm doing and not ask the lads." I said getting annoyed.

"Because you never tell me the truth Louis you just say, 'oh i'm fine don't stress about it' But you sure don't look or sound well." She rambled."Eleanor just leave me alone, I'm fine don't worry about me." I said loudly.

"I don't know If I can deal with this anymore Louis." She mumbled, "What, no Eleanor you can I'll start eating and I will try to sleep." I begged.

"If all you are going to do when I try to help you is get annoyed then I don't want to do this anymore, I'm not going to waste my time." She said quitely before hanging up.