Author's note: Yung napaginipan mong ikakasal na kayo ni James Reid tapos nagring yung landline niyo at nagising ka? Damn landline! Im gonna kill you!
Mau Ryn Reid's P.O.V.
"You want what!?" Napasabunot ako sa buhok sa sinasabi ni Just ngayon. How could he do such an public act without telling me? Im his freaking manager here! I should be included in every damn decision and move he'll make! He can't be seen in public! Damn that stunt! I should have know better and just exclude Philippines from his tour!
"Mau, i just can't continue anymore! If leaving this career is the only way for me to get thea back? Then hell! I rather be seen in court! I rather drop this life and fight for thea!"
Binalibag ko ang hawak hawak kong folder sa kanya.
"Fucking one of a selfish prick that you are! It has been all about you! All about your damn life Just! Can't you see? Were good! You! Justine Dirk Monteser an international pop icon! A record breaking artist is worshipped by million of your fans! And just because of that certain thea, you want to put this shits away? Huh! I can't believe you!"
He is so unbelievable! So damn unreasonable! He can't poasible throw his life away just because of one goddamn girl! Napakatagal naming pinaghirapan kung nasaan siya ngayon and now he wanted out?
"Come on mau, please? I can't last without thea. She's my lifeline! I've done worst! I don't think I can afford losing her again!"
This time ay pinagbabalibag ko na siya ng kung ano ano.
"You can't just! You can't go back! Alam nating pareho na tali tayo sa contract! You can't even have a girlfriend! And if you wanted out right now might as well dumiretso ka na sa kulungang hayop ka! Yung lang naman yun diba? Yun lang eh! Puro para sayo lang! How about me? Hindi ka ba nag iisip na lahat ng oras ko nakalaan sayo? Sa career mo? Hindi lang ikaw ang nahirapan dito Justine! Because if susumahin? I was the one who put you where you stand now! I was the one who make this part of your life roar to reality! You can't just go back kung kelan mo gusto! Wag mo akong idamay sa pagsasayang mo sa buhay mo!
He cried. Napaluhod siya sa simento at takip takip ang mata.
Umupo ako sa tabi niya at tinapik tapik ang likod niya.
"He ran away mau. She acts like i was never a part of her life, i can't breathe. She doesn't want me anymore."
Unti unti nang nanggilid ang luha ko at ang mga emosyon kong pagkatago tago ay nagbabadyang lumabas.
"Just, you can't make thea your world. There are people who leaves you so you can learn. Then to those people who stays they are the ones who make sure you'll get it through the pain."
Unti unti ay tumigil ang pagluha niya ngunit pansin ang pagtahip ng kanyang dibdib dahil sa pagkakaiyak. He looked at me with those dark pair of orbs. His eyes full of sadness, longing for someone bore at mine.
"If my love can be measured. Thea isn't just my world mau. She is my whole damn universe. I kept on losing her. But that's the thing right? If i did lost her. I can certainly find her again. When i do? Im gonna make sure that she'll be with me beyond eternity."
Umakap sa akin si justine at dun umiyak ulit. He is a strong man. Minsan lang ito umiiyak. I know about thea. Their story. I know why he did that. I know kung anong pinagdaanan niya ng mawala ito sa kanya. He almost want to kill himself kasi sinaktan siya nito. That night ng nakipaghiwalay ito. He keep on calling her name. Kailangan pa niya itong iposas sa kama para hindi lumabas dahil nagwawala ito. He kept mumbling. Thea. He keep saying im sorry girlfie. He was beyond hurt. And i put him back again! I re-arrange his life. I complete him again. Ngunit kulang parin. The next 3 days are good. Akap akap niya lang ang mga naiwang gamit dati ni thea. He needa a new environment kaya dinala ko siya sa ibang bansa. That's where it all starts. Ang umayos ang career niya. Ang maging sikat siya. For the first time after his break up? Ngumiti ulit siya. Now he is back again. The very Justine i used to see nung sila pa ni thea.
Pinahiga ko siya sa sofa para makapagpahinga at tumawag sa secretary ko na bumili ng kape. Maya maya ay dumating ito at pinainom ko kay justine. Pagkatapos ng humigit kumulang 30 minuto ay nakatulog ito.
Pina move ko ang mga concert niya sa ibang bansa para maayos ang gusot dito sa pilipinas. May kumuha ng litrato niya na may hinarang sa highway at ang isa naman ay may kaakap na babae sa isang village. Andaming nagspekula na ito ang dahilan kung bakit bumalik si justine dito. I cant believe na gumawa pa ito ng paraan para lang magkita sila ni thea.
Pinaayos ko ang press conference na magaganap bukas. I need to move fast para naman makaalis sila agad agad. Im is losing him. Hindi pweseng masira lahat lahat ni thea. Just is fine without her. Kaya ko siyang palitan. Pinautos ko na din sa PA niya ang susuotin bukas para maready na. Pinagawa ko na din ang venue at lahat ng scripts. Bukas na bukas kakausapin ko si thea para matigil na ang kahibangan ni just.
He needs to move on.
Im the one whose gonna help him.
Sana sa pagkakataong ito ay hindi na masayang ang effort ko. Sana sa pagkakataong ito ay ako naman ang mapansin niya.
Why cant it be me just? Why?
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Chapter 10
A/N: lakas makafeels ni mau hano? Wahahaha
