When I Leave | EXO

(25) I was in love

Two lines: Pregnant. One line: Not pregnant. The four of us, including the boys around us, stared at the prenancy tests for around ten minutes, before finally, they showed results.

Two lines. One line. Two lines. One Line. In that order. The tests show that two of us are pregnant, and two aren't.

Hajae and I, we're pregnant, according to the tests.

"Do you see what I see?" Mr. Park whispered next to Hajae, as shocked as us.

I slowly nodded, standing to walk over to the table. I grabbed two more tests of a different brand and handed one to Hajae. Not a word was said as we went to the bathrooms and took the tests again.

I stood in front of the bathroom mirror, staring at myself. I rubbed hot water over my bare face, mumbling to myself.

"I can't be pregnant. I can't be. There is no way."

A knock sounded at the bathroom door. "Are you alright, Jin?"

Kyungsoo.

"I-I'm fine." I collected my emotions and walked over to the door. I opened it to see Hajae and Kyungsoo both there, waiting.

We walked out, silent. I made eye contact with D.O, and it was as if he knew.

Sorae and Miyoung threw our their old tests and cards. Hajae and I placed our pregnancy tests down on our cards to keep them separated again. And again, we waited.

While we sat there, Mr. Lee appeared in our doorway. Instantly, I realized. If we were really pregnant, that meant Luhan and Kyungsoo were the fathers, and we weren't gonna get out of this.

Kyungsoo would be the father of my child. It made no sense, considering my feelings for Minseok.

I hadn't called him that in a long time. Something changed.

"So what's going on? Why are we being quiet?" Mr. Lee asked, coming closer and leaning in behind Mr. Park. He looked over his shoulder and saw on the coffee table. Both tests had two lines. Pregnant.

"Uh... Congratulations to whoever's pregnant... Which two girls?" He appeared nervous, and I could guess why.

You see, if it was Sorae or Miyoung who was pregnant, then none of the Exo boys would be a father, since they didn't know Sorae or Miyoung very long. But they knew Hajae and I for months, so if we were pregnant, it was definitely one of the Exo boys who got us pregnant.

"It's Hajae and Hyojin." Mr. Park responded, breathing heavily, staring out the window at the night sky. "What're we gonna do?"

Luhan was silent the entire moment. Then he stood, and began pacing. Hajae instantly got up and went to calm him down. "Lu, Oppa it's okay-"

"No! The owner of SM will fucking kill the baby if they find out! I can't let that happen!" Hearing those words, Hajae began to tear up, rubbing her hand over her stomach.

I thought of the situation, and instantly I began to grow irritated and upset. I picked up my pregnancy test and wailed it as hard as I could at the wall of the hallway. I jumped to my feet and rushed over to it, crushing it with the heel of my foot repeatedly, no matter how much it hurt me.

All eyes were on either Luhan and Hajae, or me. Up until the door opened again, and this time, an unexpected guest appeared.

"What's wrong, Hyo-Hoe? That plastic on the floor never hurt you." His voice startled me, though it hadn't changed since he disappeared.

Kris nearly fell back down automatically as he charged over to the door. He swept Tao in his arms and spun, nearly breaking into tears. Each of us looked relieved, though some of us didn't.