Wake Me Up

Chapter 13

8th of January 2014 MONDAY, 6:00 P.M., Charles de Gaulle International Airport, Paris

Karl

I walked along these gigantic automated doors, carrying the heavy burdens I had. It was a dreadful event in my life, but who am I to prevent, I'm just a human.

As I continued my pace, everything around me began to look darker than the last time I was here. Maybe, because of what was happened. It was like, you were happy before, but suddenly, everything changed-from a smile face to sad face, strong to weak, and from hope to nothing. I remember those happy memories we shared, the laughter we had, the tears we shed, and the love between the three of us. I remember the last time I was standing at yellow-lighted lamp post, saying the feelings inside this little heart that now, was broken. Facing a girl, who from the first time I knew her, up until his last days, I longed to have a relationship with. It would be the greatest moment of my entire life. If ever she was awake when we arrived, maybe, I wasn't feeling this kind of pain I had. I wish I never met her, or even Josh, but I must to, for it was His plan to me.

Now, I am sitting on a chair, feeling the soft garment of it, and letting myself to be drunk with this emotion-setting the view of France out of my sight.

I wish I never woke up at that time...