Titan (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 28 - I Am Already Dead

Authors Message: I am so sorry it took me this long to update guys! I have been defiantly sick and just went to the hospital yesterday. So now I am incredibly drugged off medications that I can not think straight. So if there is any errors, please excuse them. And sorry if the chapter is short. But I am happy I am feeling up to writing a new chapter! So thank the medications for that. Because if it wasn't for that, I probably would still sound like I was dying.... ANYWHO xD Don't forget to vote/ comment/ share or what ever my amazing readers do ^-^

Titan's POV

Hours

That's how long I have been waiting. Hours after hours of sitting here, worrying If Ash is going to be ok. The thing is, robots do not worry. Robots kill, learn, fight, blend and work. They do not worry. We are not meant to worry. Yet, here I am worrying if the love of my life will be ok. I guess you could say I am special. Or even different. I guess I am not like other robots.

I am different. I am not like other robots. I was made to be the best killing machine out there. I was made to love the sounds of people scream in bloody murder as I stab them to death. I was made to enjoy killing all my targets.

But I do not enjoy it anymore.

I think it is sick,

brutal,

cruel,

wrong,

and sad.

That is why I believe Ash is making me human. It is the only explanation to why this is happening to me.

I jumped up instantly when the double doors opened and a doctor stepped out.

"Are you Ash Rowland's boyfriend?" The doctor asked.

"Is he ok?" I asked immediately, avoiding the lady's question.

"He is stable for now. He suffered a brain injury and he also has one collapsed lung. He is on a ventilator for now." She informed me. My eyes started water as she told me. I never cry. I am not supposed to cry...

"Can I see him?" I asked.

"He is not awake yet, but you may see him just for a few.

I nodded instantly. She smiled and lead the way to where Ash's room was.

All that was rushing through my mind when I seen Ash laying on that hospital bed with a huge tube down his mouth was that I caused this. I made him upset and mad, causing him to wreck. You should never drive when you are upset. Never...

I nodded to the doctor as she shut the door. I turned back around and faced Ash who was laying there not moving a single muscle. He was limp.

A single tear rolled down my cheek, making my eyes widen. I put up my hand and touched it, sending bolts of electricity through my body.

I can't believe I am crying....

I walked over to his bed and sat down, placing his hand in mine.

"Hey baby." I said and took a deep breath.

"I know that you never wanted to see me again but I couldn't leave you." I trembled and held onto Ash's hand tighter.

"You told me that if you saw me again you would kill me. But the thing is, I am already dead. Like you said, they created me for one thing and one thing only, to kill. Although that is all fading away. All those thoughts, the hunger, the love, all of that is fading away. The only thing that has not faded away is my love for you and that will never fade away." I said and held back the tears.

"Now the only thoughts are in my head is you."

"I told you from the beginning that I would protect you. But I failed when I let you down and you ended up getting hurt. I never wanted this life for you. I never wanted you to know or see what this life was like. The thing is, the more you kill, the more blood you see, the more you crave it. You soon will go crazy. And I am so scared that will happen to you. I do not want that for you. Once you go into that dark place, there is no coming out of it. And I am afraid you already seen a hint of darkness and its pulling you closer. I can't let that happen." I said and got up from my chair, brushing the hair out of Ash's eyes.

I leaned down and placed my lips to his ear and said, "I will take care the rest of our mission, I will see you soon, my love."

I kissed his forehead  and walked out of the room, not even looking back.

This war ends now...