Titan (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 25 - It's The Same Kiss But A Different Story

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Titan's POV

We have been on the roads for a few hours now, the darkness has finally settled. We stopped about ten minutes ago, just to get out of the car. Ash ran out into the woods crying for some odd reason. I have no clue why he is crying. But then I had the thought about why he is. Everything must have gotten to him by now. I know for a fact that he is not as strong as he wants to be. He wants people to think that. But in the inside he is completely destroyed by all of this and has no where to run to. To be honest, I feel terrible that he is like this. I do not want him to hurt, but it's hard considering everything that has happened. It's just hard to try to help him when he does not want to be helped.

If you went back to a few months ago, I would never thought that I would be in this type of situation. I would never thought that I would fall in love with one of my targets, I would never have thought that I would be in a terrible situation as this. I mean, Yeah I been in some hell of fights with my targets, I had sex with my targets before I killed them, and then so on. But Ash is different. He is my anchor. Ash is someone who makes me want to be a different person. The way he smiles and laughs at the littlest and most stupidest things, has me going crazy on the inside.

Ash is my everything. And I wouldn't change that for the world. If that means creating a war to keep him safe and mine, I will do so.

I followed the sense and smell of sadness and anger, making my way right into the forest clearing. Ash was sitting on a tree stump, looking out at the reflection on the water. I frowned and made my way over to him, sitting down on the other stump beside Ash.

He didn't even look over at me. He just continued to look out at the reflection of the moonlight hitting the water.

"I feel like everything is a complete lie." Ash whispered. You could feel the hurt laced in his voice, making my insides turn. I hate to know he is like this. I want to help him so badly.

"Like what?" I asked, somewhat knowing what he is going to say.

"Life....Family....Love...." He started to say and looked over at me before adding, "You," For some odd reason I felt hurt and shattered. Why does he think that I am a lie? I never lied to him.

I raised an eyebrow in confusion. "Me?" He nodded and looked back at the sparkling water.

"I have a feeling that you are working for my....The President and my mother also." He said, before taking a deep breath. "I feel like you don't actually love me. You just say all these things because you have too." He added. I looked at him in disbelief.

"You are wrong, Ash. I love you more then words can describe. Why would you even think that?" I asked. I could feel, tears? Forming in my eyes.

Ash looked over at me and shrugged. "It's the same kiss but a different story."

"Love has different stories, but you will always be the same story that will be told over and over again." I told him and reached for his hands. He pushed them away, sending a wave of hurt through my body.

"You don't honestly believe that I am working for them do you?" He looked at me and nodded.

"It would only make since. I should have seen it sooner." He said and looked away once again.

"Ash, you are not making any sense. If you believe for one second that I do not love you and that I am working for them, you are incredibly oblivious to the world." I stood up in anger. I felt like my eyes are going to turn red any second.

"Your mind will always want to kill me." Ash told me, standing up as well.

I looked at him in so much anger, I wanted to strangle him. "You are right, but I pushed that aside because I love you! You are my anchor that keeps me from doing those things. You make me want to change and be different. Can't you see that?"

He shook his head and tears began to fall. "You can't change a killer mind. They created you for one thing and one thing only, and that is to kill."

I stepped closer to him as he stepped back. He is scared.... Why?

"You are right Ash, but there is a first time for everything. And if that is loving you with everything I have, then so be it. Because you do not understand how crazy I am about you. I have so much shit to say but you keep thinking that I will kill you. Look at you right now, you are scared of me. I honestly do not know who you are anymore. The Ash I met a few months ago was so ambitious and wanted so many things. Now the only thing you want is to run." He looked at me as tears were streaming down his face. I knew that I hit his breaking point.

"The Ash you met a few months ago has died. I am a different person now and the only thing I want, is to seek revenge." He told me and wiped his tears away.

He turned around and walked away. I rushed over towards him, pulling him back.

"Where the hell are you going, Ash?" I asked in anger.

He got out of my grip and pushed me back. If I had a heart, it would be shattered right now. "I am doing what you taught me to do. Do not follow me, Titan because we are over. If I see you again I will kill you." He said before turning away.

I watched him fade away into the dark forest. And in that moment, The Ash I knew had died along with the fake Ash that I buried.